Do you agree that humans have human rights?

Do you agree that people should be innocent until proven guilty?

Do you care about justice?

I'm trying to stay positive despite being stuck in an excruciatingly difficult situation.

Details are on website: www.abdullahkhanhashumanrights.simplesite.com

Facebook page: Abdullah Khan has human rights

Account of robbery attempts and poisoning: https://abdullah-khans-account.jimdosite.com

Mental health recovery blog: https://abdullahkhanjourney.wordpress.com

Petition to the UN: https://www.change.org/p/united-respect-abdullah-khan-s-human-and-legal-rights

Youtube video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JPhOo6w0Uis

My contact details are:

Email: abdullahkhanfacebook@gmx.co.uk

abdullahikhan@protonmail.com

Phone number: 00447487374342

Address: WD3 4NG, White house, UK

I suffer from severe pure O, a form of OCD, which means I get the worst thoughts imaginable, however I’m innocent of the bad intrusive thoughts and my behaviour is mostly respectful. A man is defined by what he does not what he thinks.

Here is a video explaining what pure OCD is:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q9yKaI0vLJs

Ask the UK government led group for a single shred of real actual court worthy evidence. A single crime scene. A single victim. A single drugs deal. A single serious crime of any kind. Not a thought. Not a face twitch or an eye movement. All they have is unproven untrue accusations that are all utterly unsubstantiated. They have misconstrued everything right down to the thoughts that I have to suit their own agenda.

Ask them why they didn’t see me do any serious crimes in all the years that they were monitoring me without my knowledge. I AM NOT A SERIOUS CRIMINAL.

Ask them why they have wasted over £50 million on oppressing an innocent man when they could have used that money to tackle knife crime or tackle terrorism or resolve the climate crisis.

Thoughts are not crimes. Eye movements are not crimes. Face twitches are not crimes. Bad writings which are not acted upon are not crimes. I deeply regret the bad writings. I NEVER ACTED UPON THE BAD WRITINGS. I NEVER DID ANYTHING BAD TO ANYONE OTHER THAN MYSELF. And I did a lot of bad stuff to myself, I used to self harm a lot when I was severely depressed in 2013 and 2014 due to severe OCD verging on psychosis. The details are on this website. I still suffer from OCD however now it has morphed into pure O.

Before anyone (the group) tries to remove this website I would like to remind everyone that I have the human right to freedom of expression and I have the human right to peaceful protest and by removing this website you would be seriously breaching my human rights. Considering the scope of the human rights violations against me the very least I can do is to protest peacefully and raise awareness. I would like to thank Simplesite for giving me this avenue to protest peacefully and raise awareness. Peace.

Please view my Youtube channel, please like the videos and leave a comment, please subscribe to my Youtube channel. There are some fitness progress videos on there. Here is the link to my Youtube channel:

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCbtGEXfpQTYs73fZ8JL1mAg

Think about it

I'm innocent of the serious crimes that I have been accused of - ask the group to produce one single piece of real actual court worthy tangible evidence - a single crime scene, a single victim, a single drugs deal, a single anything tangible, not a thought, not a facial expression, not an eye movement.

How would you like it if everything that you were doing right down to the thoughts you have were being misconstrued and held falsely as evidence against you in a process outside the legal system and which involves the threat of having your limbs cut off and the threat of having your bones broken and the threat of you being blinded and the threat of you being deafened and the threat of horrific injury and the threat you being forced to have a sex change and the threat of you being raped and even urinated on?

I am not my thoughts

Thoughts are not crimes

I’m innocent of my bad thoughts

Thinking isn’t talking

I retract the bad thoughts

I would like to apologize to everyone for all the bad thoughts I’ve been getting, I’m very sorry if I’ve offended you, the bad thoughts are not factually true.

I would also like to apologize for the very bad writings at the end of 2014, I deeply regret the bad writings, I never acted upon the bad writings, I have never committed a serious crime. I had psychosis and PRD at the time of the bad writings which were directly caused by messed up pornography. Pornography, specifically paraphilic types of porn, are the enemy, not me.

Think about it, I wrote my whole life account out while I was unaware of the group’s monitoring activity, in that whole life account (literally every mistake that i have made and every bad thing that has happened to me, and they saw what I was writing), there was no mention of a single serious crime. I factually have never committed serious crimes (otherwise I would have written about it, I didn’t know I was being monitored, think about it, the group saw the writings). The group won’t admit that I have never factually committed a serious crime because it doesn’t suit their own agenda and you probably won’t believe me because you’ve been brainwashed by the group’s propaganda misinformation machine.

Thank you Simplesite

Before anyone (the group) tries to remove this website I would like to remind everyone that I have the human right to freedom of expression and I have the human right to peaceful protest and by removing this website you would be seriously breaching my human rights. Considering the scope of the human rights violations against me the very least I can do is to protest peacefully and raise awareness. I would like to thank Simplesite for giving me this avenue to protest peacefully and raise awareness. Peace.

Poem/song/rap I’m working on

I was living at the end of time

And every breath was a crime,

This is not about words that rhyme,

This is about torture all the time,

They say I can’t win,

Why didn’t they stop me slicing my skin?

Why didn’t they stop me strangling myself?

This is not a poem for some book on your shelf,

This is about hellish suffering,

Like when I burnt a mark into my skin,

Just to prove I wanted to die,

And now they say I’m a lie,

Who the hell are they

To try and force me to be gay?

The way they waste money

Because mind reading ain’t free

It’s Illegal psychological warfare

And yet not one of you care

I just want safety and healthy romance,

And I challege them to show you hard factual evidence

I know that life is a test

In the end I will be at rest

The full extent of the self harm

I’m in the dark, I don’t know what the group have told or shown you, but tell them to show you the hundreds of times I strangled myself, crying and writhing on the floor until my retinas got tears, ask them why they didn’t intervene, tell them to show you how I burnt a mark into my leg, tell them to show you how I sliced my skin repeatedly when I was trying to cut it off, if they’re going to show you some things, let them show you the full extent of the self harm as well.

Mental illness is not a crime.

IMPLANT DEVICES - SCARY REALISATIONS

 In 2013 and 2014 I used to self harm severely, sadly the severe self harming caused eye problems in my retinas.

In 2015 I eventually had the eye problems treated by an operation under general anaesthetic. I recently discovered, to the shame of the medical proffesionals involved, THAT THE GROUP PUT IMPLANTS IN ME WHILE I WAS UNCONSCIOUS.

THE IMPLANTS CAN BLIND ME OR DEAFEN ME OR DISABLE ME OR DISFIGURE ME AT ANY TIME (GOD FORBID) AND I CAN’T REMOVE THEM UNTIL THE GROUP’S PROCESS HAS BEEN UNCOVERED.

Putting implants in a person with the intention of invading privacy and harming a person is both illegal and inhumane and morally wrong.

The medical proffessionals involved should be ashamed of themselves. They took medical oaths not to abuse their power.

WARNING

The UK government led group’s implants could cause me to have a series of strokes or other medical conditions. If this happens, the UK government were fully responsible.

Raising money for help

The UK led group have squandered over £50 million on violating my human rights to unprecedented extents, what they have done to me is the very height of psychological torture and privacy invasion and unjust incrimination. That money could have been used to tackle knife crime or tackle terrorism or resolve the climate crisis.

I will use the money that you kindly generously donate to fight for my human rights to be respected through a fair trial in the UK where I can clear my name and also to hold the group accountable. The money will be used to get legal help and help from private investigators and political help and to help me with my living costs. I need help with my living costs because the group could get me fired from any potential employment.

I made a crowdfunder website however to be honest I'm not sure if your donations will go through, the group are rigging everything online. If you would like to give me a donation please contact me and arrange a cash transaction. Thank you. Much appreciated.

Mobile number: 07487374342

Email: abdullahkhanfacebook@gmx.co.uk

abdullahikhan@protonmail.com

22 December 2019 IMPORTANT REALISATIONS

The group do not have a single piece of real actual tangible court worthy evidence for any of their theoretical accusations or for any of my bad thoughts. The fact is that I have never done a serious crime. They don’t have a single crime scene. They don’t have a single victim. They don’t have a single drugs deal. Their whole narrative is purely hateful suspicious speculation. I’m being scapegoated.

I’m not trying to be self righteous. I recognise that I am a deeply disgusting person and I am utterly ashamed of myself. I did disgusting things to myself in 2015 whilst suffering from psychosis and doing drugs. I said disgusting things to people in 2015 whilst suffering from psychosis and doing drugs. I get the worst thoughts imaginable all the time because of my OCD. I’m a disgusting piece of crap. I’ve suffered from severe mental illness since 2013 but I still feel like a disgusting piece of crap. But I never did serious crimes. Factually, I never did serious crimes.

EVEN A DISGUSTING PIECE OF CRAP LIKE ME IS A HUMAN BEING AND HAS HUMAN RIGHTS.

I wrote some horrendous stuff BUT I NEVER DID ANYTHING TO ANYONE, I DID NOT HURT OR HARM ANYONE IN ANYWAY OTHER THAN MYSELF, I DID NOT DO ANY SERIOUS CRIMES. I’m utterly ashamed of what I wrote, I had severe psychosis at the time, the writings were directly caused by paraphilic pornography. PORN IS THE ENEMY, NOT ME.

I apologize sincerely to anyone I have offended by my bad thoughts, I have severe pure OCD. Here is a video explaining what pure OCD is:

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Q9yKaI0vLJs

The group saw me self harming in 2014 and they didn’t intervene, all the bad writings could have been prevented and all the problems from drugs and psychosis could have been prevented.

The group have been monitoring me since 2013 or 2014 and I had no idea of what they were doing until 2017, in all the time they were monitoring me while I was unaware - what crimes did I commit?? None

So the only plausible alternative theory is that I did serious crimes while I was in school, and ask anyone who knew me while I was in school and who hasn’t been brainwashed by the group’s propaganda misinformation machine, ask any of them, I simply factually never did any serious crimes while I was at school. I was a lazy timewaster while I was at school. I didn’t even take the tube home. I lived in a very sheltered little bubble. I used to play a lot of computer games and playstation games including Runescape, Fifa and Call of Duty. I’ve had a porn addiction since early secondary school, porn ruined my life. PORN IS THE ENEMY, NOT ME.

I even wrote out my whole life story at least twice while they were monitoring me, and there was no mention of anything pertaining to a single serious crime although there was a lot of messed up stuff. There was not a single mention of anything even remotely related to their theoretical accusations or to any of my bad thoughts.

I recently had an important realisation: the group have video footage from CCTV in the two homes I stayed in while I was growing up, they know every time I left the homes, I really didn’t leave the homes often and the group know every time I left home

The group are clearly fabricating their narrative that I’m guilty of serious crimes. If you can’t realise that then you have been brainwashed by the group’s propaganda misinformation machine sadly.

The group’s entire argument is centered around the significance of non-verbal communication: eye movements, face twitches, even thoughts sadly. However non-verbal communication does not determine whether I’m guilty of serious crimes or not it simply determines my levels of nervousness, and I have anxiety problems so I have a lot of nervousness. My pure OCD constantly gives me bad thoughts. My bad thoughts are not factually true and do not make me guilty of serious crimes.

Since when was it a crime to suffer from mental illness?

Since when in the UK or anywhere else on this planet Earth was it considered justice to force a man to have a sex change, force him into sexual slavery, rape him repeatedly for many years, then cut off his limbs and blind and deafen him?

And yet I have no support from anyone amongst the people, my pleas for help have been entirely overlooked and ignored. It’s very sad actually. In decades to follow human rights defenders may look back and identify this as one of the greatest injustices of all time.

It has certainly been the height of psychological torture and privacy invasion.

My Dad once remarked that if the human rights violations against me were to be uncovered I would be compensated with hundreds of millions of pounds, and that was before they tortured me psychologically and threatened me horrifically and threatened to force me to have a sex change and threatened to rape me and threatened to cut off my limbs and blind me and deafen me.

Some more insights

The UK government led group have threatened to force me to have a sex change then force me into sexual slavery then repeatedly rape me brutally for many years then cut off my limbs and my nose and my genitals and blind and deafen me. They have even threatened to urinate and defecate on me while they rape me brutally.

How come none of you are realising that what the group are doing is morally wrong and illegal and inhumane?

Because the group’s multi-million pound propaganda misinformation machine has dehumanised and objectified and monetised and scapegoated me.

When the group realised that there was no real actual tangible court worthy evidence to support any of their accusational theories instead of admitting that I’m innocent of serious crimes they set about to fabricate evidence against me in a hate fuelled scapegoating process that is literally the very height of psychological torture and privacy invasion and injustice.

I would like to apologise to everyone for all the intrusive bad thoughts that I frequently get, I suffer from severe pure OCD. Thoughts are not crimes.  I am innocent of the bad thoughts. I retract the bad thoughts. I apologise for the bad thoughts. Thinking is not talking.

I would like to apologise to everyone for the bad writings from 2014, I must clarify that I never acted upon the bad writings, I never did anything bad to anyone other than myself, and I had psychosis and a porn addiction at the time. PORN IS THE ENEMY, NOT ME. Paraphilic types of porn were the main cause of the bad writings of 2014 and the things I said in 2015.

PLEASE REASSESS YOUR POSITION WITH AN OPEN MIND AND THINK LOGICALLY AND RATIONALLY AND JUSTLY.

There is a serious miscarriage of justice going on, I am being scapegoated.

I’ve already apologised to everyone for all of my bad thoughts, but I’ll apologise again because people still seem to be taking offence, I suffer from severe pure OCD and frequently get the worst imaginable thoughts about religion and violence and sex. I have no control over the thoughts. Please be understanding of my mental illness and do not take offence. After all, thinking isn’t talking, is it? I’m not actually saying anything or doing anything, I’m just suffering.

Is it a crime to suffer?

Thoughts, face twitches and eye movements are not crimes.

Since when was thoughts a crime?

Since when was mental illness a crime?

I have never committed serious crimes.

The group do not have a single piece of real actual court worthy tangible evidence for any of their accusations against me, they don’t have a single crime scene, they don’t have a single drugs deal, they don’t have a single victim, they don’t have a single anything. All they have is thoughts and face twitches and eye movements. Do you really think that some bad thoughts which aren’t acted upon and I never did, some face twitches and eye movements justify the UK government intelligence agencies committing horrendous atrocities against me?

When they were monitoring me and I wrote every mistake I made in my life out and there was no mention of any serious crimes. Why can’t you realise that I’m innocent? And they can’t tell you that I knew that they were monitoring me because there was a lot of mistakes that I didn’t want anyone to know about.

I had psychosis and a porn addiction when I wrote the bad writings which were directly caused by a messed up porn comic site that I binged on.

I NEVER ACTED ON THE BAD WRITINGS - ASK THEM FOR TANGIBLE EVIDENCE OF A CRIME. PORN IS THE ENEMY NOT ME, porn and mental illness caused the bad writings.

The group have put implants in my body without my consent while I was unconscious and under the impression that my retina tears from self harming were being operated. That is inhumane and illegal. Their whole process is inhumane and illegal. The implants have the capacity to disable me.

I sense that many of you have been contacted and have colluded with the group. If something bad happens to me, you were responsible for not doing anything in a similar way to how those who did nothing when ethnic cleansing and genocide occurred did nothing.

I am one of the most hated and most scapegoated people on planet earth currently and historically, and I have never done a serious crime and I have suffered from severe mental illness.

I fear that most of you are brainwashed puppets who whole hearted collude with what the government says with no independent critique and have forgotten the many lies and atrocities the government have done such as all the attocities involved in the Iraq War (Second Gulf War).

Serious criminals who have actually committed serious crimes get fair trials through the legal system and don’t get threatened with thier limbs being cut off or being raped or being blinded and/or deafened or disfigured. They get fair trials and if they are found guilty they go to jail. Why are the group so afraid of the legal system? Why do the group have to hide what they’re doing? Why can’t the group openly do what they’re doing to me? Think about it logically and reassess your position.

For the record, all of you brainwashed puppets who don’t realise the truth and who continue to do coded messages, are cowards and criminals and liars and terrorists and oppressors and torturers and are evil hypocrites.

Ways the group may attempt to close in

There are several ways the group may attempt to close in.

They may attempt to poison me - either to give me a serious illness or to kill me or to amputate some of my limbs after an infection or to castrate me after an infection.

They may try to blind or deafen me in any of a number of ways.

They may try to disfigure my face or my body potentially through an acid attack or disease or poison.

They may try to castrate me in any of a number of ways.

They may attempt to injure me or kill me through making it look like an accident - perhaps a car accident or a door accident or some other form of accident.

They may try to injure or kill me by attacking me with hired criminals - the criminals they hire may pretend to be fascist right wingers or Islamic extremists or drugs gang members or mafia or some other form of criminal.

They may say that my websites or facebook page caused problems.

They may try to frame me by planting drugs in my residence or putting my DNA (hair, bodily fluids) on a crime scene or by unjustly incriminating me somehow. After framing me they would start an unfair legal process against me and extradite me potentially.

They may threaten to blackmail me with the bad video recordings from 2015 of me doing bad disgusting things to myself and saying disgusting things.

They may attempt to kidnap me with hired criminals with the false pretext that I had a problem with some criminals. After being kidnapped the group may attempt to seriously injure me or force me into sexual slavery.

The group’s implants may be used to cause me injury.

Whatever happens just remmber this: THE UK GOVERNMENT LED GROUP WAS FULLY RESPONSIBLE.

KEY LEGAL POINTS ON MY CASE

I have recently begun a course on criminal law - it has become abundantly clear to me that there is no actus rea (the guilty act) for any serious crime hence there is no criminal liability.

Additionally for the bad things I said to people in 2015 (which i am utterly ashamed of) I didn’t have the mens rea (the guilty mind) hence there is no criminal liability.

Lastly, there is no legal precedent in this country in statute law or common law of forcing a man to have a sex change and raping him releatedly and then to cripple him.

18 January 2020 Update: At the end of the day

In the next life (Akhirah) I will not be punished for crimes that I did not commit.

In the next life (Akhirah) I will not be punished for my thoughts, I will be judged by my deeds.

In the next life (Akhirah) I will not be punished for eye movements and face twitches, I will be judged by my deeds.

In the next life (Akhirah) and inshaAllah in this life the group will have to answer for how they oppressed me to unprecedented extents.

At the end of the day the group have demonised and dehumanised me and monetised me and objectified me to unprecedented extents - they have even marketed me as a toilet and an animal, repeatedly trying to sell me into sexual slavery thousands of times.

I am a human being. I have human rights. I refuse to be bought and sold like a possession. I am not the property of the UK government led group.

The group are comparable to Hitler and Himmler in the way they have dehumanised me and brainwashed you into thinking that what they’re doing is right.

Human rights defenders may look back at the violations against me as some of the worst in human history in decades to follow.

If you can’t realise the truth then you are a brainwashed puppet, you are comparable to the people who did nothing as oppressors committed genocide and ethic cleansing.

The UK government led group and every person who has cooperated with them is: a terrorist, a slaver, a criminal, an oppressor, a torturer, a liar and a coward.

All of you who do nothing about this post are collectively responsible for my sexual enslavement and unprecedented extents of psychological torture.

If I lose some limbs or my genitals or my eyesight or hearing (God forbid) then it was all of you who simply sat back and let it happen after I repeatedly pleaded with you true realise the truth who are fully responsible - you practically cut my limbs off yourselves.

Fear Allah. Fear God. Fear the Day when you will have to answer for why you didn’t stand up for for truth and justice, why you didn’t help me.

Situation Overview

Do you think that people have human rights?

Do you think that people shouldn't be punished for crimes that they haven't committed?

Do you think that people should be innocent until proven guilty or do you think that people should be assumed guilty without any real actual court worthy evidence? 

No evidence. No trial. Assumed guilty. Framed. Human rights breached. Tortured mentally. Threatened horrifically. Safety threatened. UK 2018. Detailed explanation on Facebook page (Abdullah Khan has human rights), overview explanation below.

Please share this website, I'm trying to raise awareness. Thank you.

My name is Abdullah Khan. I live in greater London. I was born in the UK, I’ve lived here for most of my life, I’m a UK citizen, I have a British passport. More importantly, I’m a human being, and I have human rights.

I'm in a very difficult situation, my human rights have been seriously breached, my safety has been threatened, and it is now essential that I raise awareness about my situation.

Situation Overview:

The past 5 years have been very difficult for me in some ways, I've struggled with some serious mental health problems, in 2013 I developed severe OCD which I didn't know how to cope with at the time so I became severely depressed. In 2013 and 2014 I seriously struggled with severe depression and self-harm, it was an immensely difficult time for me. Thankfully, I now have my OCD under control and I no longer self-harm.

When I was seriously mentally unwell I viewed and read about some bad stuff on the internet. I had some bad ideas. I wrote some bad things. However I did not act upon those bad ideas, despite not acting upon those bad ideas I deeply regret to have had bad ideas and to have written bad things. It is very important to clarify that having a bad idea and writing something bad is not the same as doing something bad. Over the past 5 years I have not done anything bad to anybody aside from myself.

In 2015, while I was seriously mentally unwell, I did some drugs, I said some very bad things to some people while I was on drugs (and I very deeply regret this) however I did not do anything physical to them in any way. While on drugs and by myself in a hotel room I said some very bad things, the group may have audio or video recording of that and may use it to threaten me.

For over a year there has been a group of people who have been monitoring and investigating me. They have serious misconceptions about me because of the bad writings and the bad internet usage from when I was severely mentally unwell. The monitoring has seriously breached my human rights. The monitoring has been very extensive and very intrusive and has breached my human privacy rights. The monitoring and investigation has seriously breached my human right to a fair trial.

The group investigating me is definitely a UK government agency such as the MI5 or MI6, a foreign government agency (specifically the Indian intelligence agency) and probably an international agency also (such as Interpol), working in coordination with some people in the private sector. The group have not started a direct fair legal process in the UK (which I have the right to) against me yet and I fear that they do not plan to.

I'm concerned that the group has been planning to do something very bad to me: seriously injure me, send me away somewhere, kill me. They are probably going to make it look like an external problem that didn't involve the group. The group may make it look like an accident. The group may make it look like it was done by criminals. That's why I need to raise awareness about my situation so that I can at least get a fair trial and so that if the group does something bad to me people will know about it.

The group have been accusing me of being involved in gangs, this is completely false, I have never been involved in gangs and I have never sold drugs to anybody.

The group have breached my human rights in many ways. They have put audio and video monitoring equipment in my home. They have followed me around in cars and on foot monitoring my movements and photographing me. They have been accusing me of crimes that I'm innocent of and without a fair trial. They have been threatening to send me away somewhere and to seriously injure me, perhaps to Saudi or Egypt or somewhere in the Far East. They have been telling people in the public false bad things about me.

Article 10, Universal Declaration of Human Rights. Everyone is entitled in full equality to a fair and public hearing by an independent and impartial tribunal, in the determination of his rights and obligations and of any criminal charge against him.

Innocent until proven guilty, without actual evidence for actual crimes a person should not be assumed guilty, and this is what concerns me about my situation - I'm being assumed guilty for crimes that I did not commit and that there isn't actual evidence for, moreover the group are planning to take action against me based on their assumptions and without a fair trial.

There's a huge difference between somebody who writes out a very bad idea and somebody who goes and does something very bad. For instance, a person writing out the idea of robbing a bank is not the same as a person actually going and robbing a bank. Basically, I didn't rob the bank, however the people investigating me think I did despite the lack of actual evidence for any actual crime. Nonetheless, I deeply regret to have had and to have written out bad ideas in the past, years ago. I must clarify that I no longer have those bad ideas, I did not act upon them, and over the past 5 years I have not done anything bad to anybody aside from myself.

I really would like to close this very negative chapter in my life and start a new positive one however I need to resolve the serious problems that I have in my situation first. By raising awareness about my situation I hope that I can at least get a fair trial and so that if the group does something bad to me people will know about it.

Please share this website, I'm trying to raise awareness. Thank you.
Please read and like my Facebook page. Thank you.
There is a detailed explanation on this website and on my Facebook page.

https://www.facebook.com/Abdullah-Khan-has-human-rights-430391800679249/

I have started a petition on change.org to raise awareness about the human rights violations against me and to get them rectified. Please sign the petition, it just takes a minute. Thank you.

https://www.change.org/p/united-respect-abdullah-khan-s-human-and-legal-rights

The group have truly tortured me mentally and threatened me horrifically. The group have seriously violated my human and legal rights. They have repeatedly threatened to seriously injure me horrifically. They have threatened to force me to have a sex change and they have tried repeatedly to sell me into a forced relationship to recover the cost of their process (£40 million). They have falsified evidence against me by constructing their own completely fabricated narrative about me and then framed me by assuming that my nervous reactions are a form of evidence for their fabricated narrative while purposefully doing things to make me nervous. They have created a propaganda misinformation machine that has mislead thousands of people (including members of my immediate and extended family) into thinking that I'm guilty of serious crimes. They have tormented me with harsh bullying and taunts. They were monitoring me when I wrote the bad writings and they have been monitoring me since then, they know that I did not act upon those writings and yet they have told thousands of people that I did and they accuse me of lying when they are actually liars. Moreover, they saw me doing compulsions and self harming and they did not help me, they could've prevented the problems that happened when I was on drugs but instead they recorded them, and now they accuse me of lying. They have orchestrated a campaign of coded threatening accusatory messages that has tortured me mentally. They can't even go through the UK legal system and they claim that what they are doing is justice. What they are doing is injustice and oppression and framing. They are deeply prejudiced and unfair and unethical. The process against me is literally the height of psychological torture and privacy invasion. Their whole process is purely hateful suspicious speculation and is operating outside of the legal parameters which exist to prevent injustice. Some wealthy businessmen are involved in the funding of the process and are trying to recover the money which they spent. Some large companies are also involved. The UK government is fully aware of who is involved. As I have described the group have clearly committed serious crimes in their "investigation" into me, they have even worked with and communicated with many criminals, twice attempting to rob me, and once poisoning me before the attempt.

Sadly, there is so much poverty and crime in the world and the group have wasted over £40 million on violating an innocent man's human rights.

My dad once remarked that if the process against me was held to account I would be compensated with hundreds of millions of pounds which indicates the scale of the human rights violations against me. 

Thoughts are not crimes. Bad writings which are not acted upon are not crimes. Nervous reactions (facial expressions and eye movements) are not crimes.

The fact is that I'm innocent of the serious crimes that I have been accused of.

If the group have contacted you please let me know, their allegations are completely fabricated and are not substantiated by a single piece of real actual evidence.

My email address is: 

abdullahkhanfacebook@gmx.co.uk

Article 6 of the Human Rights Act confirms that I have the right to a fair trial which I'm currently being denied since the group (lead by the UK government) have been assuming that I'm guilty of serious crimes without a single piece of real actual court worth evidence and are trying to punish me without going through the legal system which would show that I'm innocent. Article 2 of the Human Rights Act states that everyone is innocent until proven guilty by law, another one of my basic human rights that is being seriously breached because with no evidence and no trial I'm being assumed guilty for serious crimes that I haven't committed and the UK government have been telling thousands of people a completely fabricated narrative about me. Article 8 of the Human Rights Act states that everyone has the right to respect for private and family life, this has been seriously breached in my case since for at least 4 years the UK government has been monitoring my places of residence.

Some Key Points

The factual truth that the group are literally ignoring is that I'm innocent of serious crimes. I'm not saying that I've never made any mistakes or even that I'm a good person. I've made some really big mistakes in my life, if I could go back in time and not mess up my life I would, but I can't. But I messed up my life, I didn't mess up someone else's life.

I don't know for certain how long the group have been monitoring me closely for but it's probably been going on since 2013 or 2014, certainly by mid 2014. That's around 5 years at least, a very long time. In all of that time and before that I didn't commit any serious crimes, and the group know this and more than this. They know I didn't act upon the very bad writings because they were monitoring me at the time and since then. They know my whole life story from very private writings that I wrote to get stuff off my chest unaware that I was being spied on. I wrote my whole life story at least twice over the past 5 years including very personal disturbing things and embarassing things and literally every big mistake and problem that I've had and a lot of the smaller mistakes also - and in all those writings there wasn't any mention of a serious crime although there was a lot of messed up stuff. My life is a bit messed up but things could be much worse.

The group are basically pretending that I acted upon the very bad writings when factually they know I didn't - the only alternative theory that remains is that I did serious crimes when I was at school - and ask anyone who knew me while I was at school and who hasn't been brainwashed by the group's propaganda misinformation machine - I was just a lazy time waster when I was at school. I rarely even took the tube home and I lived a very sheltered life in a little bubble. I didn't do serious crimes when I was school.

So when are they saying that I did serious crimes??

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On another note the psychological torture and accusational barrages have seriously messed with my head - I may never recover from the mental damage that the group have done to me and they certainly intend to do physical harm to me, God forbid.

I have been getting a lot of bad thoughts recently due to the psychological torture and accusational barrages and anxiety problems.

Bad thoughts are not crimes

Bad thoughts are not facts

I never agree with my bad thoughts and I never act upon my bad thoughts.

Nervous reactions including facial expressions and eye movements are not evidence for serious crimes they simply indicate that I'm nervous, and it's not a crime to be nervous. In fact by suggesting that nervous reactions are crimes the group are basically framing me since their psychological torture is what caused my nervousness and they are creating a huge double standard. They are literally trying to change the criteria for what is considered evidence to suit their own agenda and to unjustly incriminate me hence creating a huge double standard.

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People who have actually done serious crimes get fair trials through the UK legal system and don't get seriously injured and don't get framed so why am I being threatened so horrifically and so unjustly when I have never even commited any serious crimes

The group don't even have a case so they can't start a direct fair legal trial in the UK. The group don't have a single piece of real actual court worthy evidence.

What the group have done to me is the height of psychological torture and privacy invasion and injustice.

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Sadly, there is so much crime and poverty and violence in the world. Recently there has been an increase in knife crime in London. Sadly, there has been an increase in deaths due to knife crime in London.

Why have the UK government and other intelligence agencies involved in the group wasted over £40 million on oppressing me unjustly?

Why aren't they going after the real criminals and why aren't they trying to reduce crime?

In fact the group have worked with many real criminals even assisting them, twice attempting to rob me and once poisoning me before the attempt.

Imagine if that £40 million had gone to reducing knife crime or gone to charity, that would have had a positive impact.

Instead they used resources to create a process that is literally the height of psychological torture and privacy invasion and injustice against me.

The truth is that I have never committed serious crimes and the group have wasted a huge amount of resources and time that could have been used to reduce crime and poverty.

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The group are liars and cowards and terrorists and criminals and oppressors but I don't hate them because I don't hate anyone. I am simply defending myself. Peace. 

THE UK GOVERNMENT LED GROUP’S PSYCHOLOGICAL TORTURE GAME

17/5/2020

What I’m facing on a daily basis is one of the greatest human rights violations of modern times: the very height of psychological torture and privacy invasion and horrific threatenening.

Bad Thoughts (even horrendous thoughts, I suffer from severe pure OCD) are not crimes

Face twitches are not crimes

Eye movements are not crimes

The group have created a psychological torture game which is the height of double standards and the height of injustice

Do you think it’s reasonable to ascertain whether someone is guilty or innocent of serious crimes by reading their mind with advanced technology (which is the height of privacy invasion) and then assign the meaning of yes to looking right and the meaning of no to looking left and saying that if you have a bad thought and your face twitches then you are guilty. Do you how nerve wrecking having your mind read is???

It’s hellish for a normal person even because you have no privacy but it’s even more hellish for a pure OCD sufferer and paranoid schizophrenic who frequently thinks the unthinkable and gets the most disgusting shameful horrendous thoughts imaginable about sexual abuse, blasphemy and violence.

Here is a video explaining what pure OCD is:

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Q9yKaI0vLJs

I swear by Allah that I refuse to play the group’s psychological torture game - I no longer care if I’m looking right or left when I get bad thoughts and I no longer care about the face twitches. Think about it - according to their deeply flawed logic if someone was good at playing the psychological torture game they could get away with serious crimes and if they were bad at it because of nerves and mental illness they would get unjustly incriminated (framed), I am being unjustly incriminated.

The truth is that I’m a straight romantic innocent Muslim man.

I’m probably going to end up doing a forced confession at the current rate of progress God forbid however if the group go medieval on me and cut off my genitals or one or more of my limbs then I will not cooperate with them at all, I will not marry the woman they choose, I will not do a generalised forced confession. If the group do any harm to me whatsoever I will not cooperate with them.

The group have no understanding of what pure OCD is and actually have psychosis about my thoughts, they believe that my bad thoughts are true when there is not a single piece of hard factual evidence to substantiate any of my bad thoughts. All the hard factual evidence points in one direction: I am an innocent man who has suffered from severe mental illness, I wrote some horrendous things in 2014 but I didn’t do anything to anyone, there was no actus reus (guilty action) therefore there is no criminal liability.

I wrote my whole life story out while I was unaware that the group were monitoring me and I wrote about every mistake that I had made including some very personal embarassing and confidential stuff - and there was no mention of a serious crime. The truth is that I have not committed any serious crimes so there is no justification for what the group are doing.

There was a camera pointing at the entrance of Copse Wood Way and at the entrance of Squire Gardens, the group know every time I left my home.

I get something called accusational intrusions, which is when I get intrusive thoughts about what the group have accused me of, thoughts of all manners of serious crimes which I have never done in real life, and instead of the group realising the obvious truth that I have pure OCD and paranoid schizophrenia they hatefully suspiciously speculate and misconstrue to no end and they are simply hell bent on causing me harm.

I have recently discovered that the group are basing their unjust approach on the guidelines of a court in India. Modi is a hindu extremist and it isn’t fair to not go through a UK court of law, after all the alleged offences were supposedly committed in the UK.

People who have actually committed serious crimes of the worst kind get fair trials in UK courts of law and then get sent to prison, why am I being threatened with being blinded deafened limbs cut off genitals cut off sexually enslaved???

Lastly, the UK government led group and all those who cooperate with them are cowards and criminals and oppressors and torturers and terrorists and pharoah himmler jigsaws.

Bad thoughts are not crimes

Bad thoughts are not crimes. Bad thoughts are not facts. I never agree with my bad thoughts. I never act upon my bad thoughts. I'm innocent of the content of my bad thoughts. Unfortunately I have been tortured psychologically to unprecedented extents and I have OCD so I get some bad thoughts. However those bad thoughts are not crimes. As humans we are what we do not what we think.

Additionally, face twitches and eye movements are not crimes. By pretending that they are crimes and torturing me psychologically over them the group are essentially creating a massive double standard and are being very prejudiced. 

The group and every person who has cooperated with the group is a coward and a liar and a criminal and a terrorist and an oppressor and a torturer.

Abdullah Khan's journey blog

www.abdullahkhanjourney.wordpress.com

I have decided to write a blog about my struggle to make progress against the problems that I have faced during my life discussing what I have found helpful and what has been unhelpful while sharing useful recovery resources and personal insights from my journey. The purpose of this blog is very different to the purpose of the human rights website that I set up last year which I created with the intention of raising awareness and as a back up for my facebook page. The purpose of this blog is to hopefully help people who have suffered from the same difficult problems that I have struggled with to make progress. The resources that I have already begun sharing in this blog really helped me to make progress and I hope writing this blog signifies a new stage of improvement in my life. I certainly found writing the first post in this blog to be therapeutic to me and I hope you can find some benefit from it as well. I have shared 2 very useful resources in the first post. I started this blog upon the advice of a life coach and a close friend.

Abdullah Khan's account

https://abdullah-khans-account.jimdosite.com/

I have started writing an account of what has happened to me over the past few years. So far I have written about the robbery attempts, the poisoning and some information about the group. Please have a read and let me know what you think. Thank you.

9th October 2019 update - £50 million

In light of the recent and ongoing Extinction Rebellion protests it seems appropriate to remind my friends that the UK government lead group have squandered over £50 million on oppressing me to inhumane unprecedented extents - that £50 million could have built a solar farm or planted a small forest but instead it was wasted on oppressing a man with a history of mental health problems.

23:00 12 November 2019 Update

I have had a pornography addiction for over 10 years that has caused me many tremendous difficulties. Today I have started my recovery from porn addiction through starting the Fortify Program - the best online resource for recovery from porn addiction. inshAllah (God willing) I will be able to recover from porn addiction. I think that it is a poignant time to reflect upon the true realities of the damage that porn has done to my life. I deeply regret the very bad writings from the end of 2014, I was suffering from severe PRD psychosis at the time, I had been through over 6 months of self harm not long before the writings, but the ultimate cause of the writings was paraphilic porn. I'm not the real enemy, the real enemy is paraphilic porn. From a legal viewpoint what is imperative to remember is that I NEVER ACTED UPON THE BAD WRITINGS.

I have suffered from severe OCD since the summer of 2013, with some early symptoms appearing during my teenage years. In 2013 and 2014 my OCD was specifically about the fear and feeling that I had done an unforgivable sin from an Islamic perspective. I now have that aspect of my OCD under control. Unfortunately my OCD has morphed over the past 2 years into pure OCD where I currently frequently experience thoughts of a violent or sexually inappropriate or blasphemous nature. Here is a video about pure OCD that I sincerely request that you watch:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q9yKaI0vLJs

Detailed Explanation

Detailed explanation of my situation and what I've been through over the past 5 years, with crucial update and important clarifications

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Situation overview:

I was born in the UK. I’m a UK citizen. I’m a human being. I have human rights. Over the past five years I have suffered from very serious mental illnesses, I managed to make significant recovery progress since November 2016 but I struggled to maintain that progress due to my situation. For over a year I have been monitored and investigated by a group of people. This group includes: some UK government agencies (MI5, MI6) with UK government authorisation and UK public sector cooperation (police, NHS), foreign government agency involvement (definitely Indian intelligence agency), international organisation (possibly Interpol), some people in the private sector (including some very wealthy individuals who I can explain how I know that they are involved) and many people in the general public (who have been contacted by the investigation). The group have seriously breached my human rights: they have been threatening to send me away somewhere (perhaps to Egypt or Saudi or somewhere in the Far East or Africa) , they have been threatening to seriously injure me, they have placed very extensive very intrusive audio and video recording devices in the places where I’m staying, they have been following me around in cars and on foot monitoring my movements, they have been accusing me of crimes that I’m innocent of and assuming that I’m guilty without a fair trial and without any evidence, they have been contacting people in the general public and telling them bad things about me, telling them that I'm guilty of serious crimes without a fair trial and without any evidence. The fact is that I’m innocent of the serious crimes that I have been accused of. But the truth is not enough for them. I’m deeply concerned about my future, I don’t know if I’m going to make it through but I hope that I will inshaAllah (God willing). I want my human rights to be respected so that I won’t be sent away somewhere or seriously injured, I want a fair trial in the UK where I’m being accused of committing serious crimes, it would be unfair to send me away somewhere and then press charges for crimes that I’m accused of, there should be a fair legal process and it should happen in the UK, people are extradited back to the countries where they are accused of committing crimes to stand trial so why should I be sent away from the UK when the crimes that I’m accused of supposedly occurred in the UK. I find myself to be the target of a serious miscarriage of justice, an irrational unreasonable process based on hateful suspicious speculation. There are some reasons why I’m hated though, serious mental illness is not easy to understand, and even I don’t understand why I wrote some things and why some things happened to me.  

When I was seriously mentally unwell in 2014 and 2015, I wrote some very bad things, horrendous things, and I very deeply regret this, I must clarify that I did not act upon those very bad writings. There’s a huge difference between someone writing out a very bad idea and someone actually going and doing something very bad.  For instance, a person writing out the idea of robbing a bank is not the same as a person actually going and robbing a bank.  Basically, I didn’t rob the bank, but the people investigating me assume that I did even though there is no actual evidence that I did because I didn’t. The bottom line is that over the past 5 years I have not done anything bad to anybody aside from myself.

 In 2015, I took some drugs, while on drugs and due to serious mental illness I said some very bad things to some people, and I’m very deeply ashamed of this, however I must clarify that I did not do anything physical to them in any way. While on drugs and by myself in a hotel room I said some seriously messed up stuff, and the group have audio or video recording of that.

The truth is that over the past 5 years I have not done anything bad to anybody aside from myself.

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The good things 

Before writing about the very challenging and very difficult experiences that I’ve survived over the past 5 years I thought that I should take a few minutes to reflect upon the good things in my situation currently and over the past 5 years. I have many blessings which I should appreciate more than I do. I’m in good physical health, I don’t have any serious health problems, I’m able bodied, I have all of my limbs. I haven’t gone hungry for a single day over the past 5 years, in fact I’ve had many tasty meals. I currently have insights and therapy techniques that I use to cope better with my mental health problems and to prevent them from overwhelming me. I have the support of my family. 

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The context

In the summer of 2013 I developed severe OCD. I probably already had OCD or some form of anxiety disorder before that but it wasn’t severe and it wasn’t specific. I had completed my A levels prior to summer 2013. I had found the exams very stressful because I was disorganised and I had not revised enough. By the time I was in my A levels I had some personal issues including a pornography addiction and anxiety problems. By the time my exams were finished I was already in a bad mental state.

In the summer of 2013 I went to Makkah with my family during Ramadan. Shortly after I had completed the pilgrimage I had a breakdown. I hadn’t been sleeping well for weeks before the breakdown and I already had anxiety problems.  I remembered hearing in a sermon and elsewhere that shirkh (polytheism, ascribing partners beside God) was an unforgiveable sin.  Having just completed a pilgrimage I became concerned about whether I had done an unforgiveable sin that had not been forgiven, although I don’t understand why I had the breakdown, from the very start my OCD didn’t make sense, I remember worrying if a song I had listened to a few weeks earlier was shirkh while I was having the breakdown.

Within a few days of the breakdown the OCD had become severe and specific, I kept on worrying that I had done and was doing shirkh. By winter of 2013 my OCD was very severe, verging on psychosis, and I struggled with it month after month. I did not even know that I had OCD at the time and I perceived the intrusive thoughts (what I call OCD triggers) to be real facts. This means that every day I would continuously worry that I had done shirkh, an unforgiveable sin, and that I would go to hell, and that I was worse than the devil, and I began to self harm. I used to strangle myself and bite my wrists and punch my legs. For around 6 months in 2013 and 2014 I was self-harming on an almost daily basis sometimes several times a day, I strangled myself hundreds of times, and it took a serious toll on my sanity. I used to get red freckles on my face from the strangling, sometimes for hours, sometimes for days. I had retina problems because of the stranglings. I used to cry so much. I didn’t kill myself because I was afraid of hell, and then I used to hate myself for not killing myself.

I used to get so many OCD triggers. Life was an OCD trigger.  Before going to sleep, I would be worried about whether I had done something that was shirkh during the day, in my sleep I would get nightmares that I woke up and said something that was shirkh and then when I woke up in the morning I would worry that I had said something that was shirkh during my sleep. When I breathed I would worry if I said something wrong underneath my breath or through the breath, it didn’t make sense, but I thought it was real. I used to get lots of OCD triggers while talking, words like “good” and “got” and “reckon” and "alright" were OCD triggers and for a long time I avoided a whole long list of words. The OCD triggers tortured me and lead to the self-harming. And it went on for months and months. And it’s hard to explain how severe the OCD was, life was an OCD trigger. 

I developed severe OCD in the summer of 2013 but I didn’t know what it was until 2015 and I didn’t start coping with it until November of 2016. Even in August or September 2016 I was struggling with OCD, and I had many other serious problems by that stage, I even tried to stop talking for a few days in 2016 to stop getting OCD talking triggers. In 2014 through to 2016 I often used to seek reassurance compulsively (because of the talking triggers) by asking people if I had said something that was wrong (shirkh, polytheism).

In the first few months of 2014 I began to count the day my life was on. I wrote some poems: numb, no worries. I just wanted to stop worrying about the OCD triggers and to stop feeling so much inner pain and to stop self-harming and I was trying to cope. I would write the day I was on and the poems and then hope that I would stop feeling, but it never worked. So I had tattoos done. First, no worries on my ribs, then numb on the side of my ribs. But that didn’t work. So I had the tattoos done again, before they had even healed, without numbing cream.

The OCD and the self-harming truly took a toll on my sanity. On day 6893 I woke up and I thought I was the devil, for months before that I had compared myself to the devil or even considered myself worse because of the OCD triggers which I perceived as real, I actually thought I was doing an unforgiveable sin each day. I wanted to kill myself but I was afraid of hell. I contemplated going to a nearby lake and swimming until I drowned, debating with myself if it would be suicide if I was trying to swim. I ended up burning a mark into my leg to prove to myself that I really wanted to kill myself. I carefully teared up some paper into strips and then set them on fire with a lighter and then pressed the burning strips one by one into my leg. There was a black mark with white in the middle by the end of it, the smell was horrible. The wound became infected and I got a fever. I had to go to the hospital to get the wound cleaned up. The doctor told me it was a deep burn. I told the doctor that I dropped an oven tray on my leg. I had to take antibiotics for the fever and infection. I had to get the wound cleaned up and I had stitches done. I was limping for around 2 months.

One day in 2015 I decided that I needed to cut off the numb and no worries tattoos, I went to the kitchen to get a knife but it wasn’t sharp enough, so I tried another knife but it wasn’t sharp enough, and another, and then a peeler which did cut but didn’t work. A day or two later I went to the garage and found a knife in a toolbox that was very sharp, I went to my bathroom with the knife, I began to cut my skin, I couldn’t peel my skin off so I tried to slice it off, I turned on the radio, classical music, I sliced my skin many times, but the knife was small and wasn’t thick and it was quite painful to cut my skin, when I stopped cutting my skin there was lots of blood and the tattoos were barely visible, I didn’t want the wound to get infected so I went to the high street and bought antiseptic wipes, I didn’t want the cuts to get infected like my leg did, on the way back home I stopped in some nearby woods and cleaned the wounds, then when I got back home I realised that the cuts although many were not that deep and I could still see the tattoos although the skin was red and very sore but I couldn’t cut my skin anymore. Over the next few weeks the skin healed quite fast, much faster than the deep burn. Before the skin had completely healed I went to a tattoo shop, the same shop that I had no worries done for the first time (my first tattoo), I had the no worries and numb tattoos blacked out, literally covered with a black box on my skin.

I had at least 30 tattoos done in 2014 and 2015. All of the tattoos (except the tattoo on my back) were attempts to cope, coping mechanisms. For instance, the numb and no worries tattoos were supposed to help me cope by stopping me from feeling emotions and worrying. None of the tattoos worked, I had all of the tattoos except the one on my back blacked out. I didn’t have numbing cream for any of the tattoos. I had most of the tattoos done in one shop, the first shop that I went to, but I also went to a few different shops. I had lots of tattoos done on my forearms and legs where I could read them (they were supposed to help me to cope so I thought if I could read them they would work). On my legs: “negativity kills”, “shit happens” and “fighter”. On my forearms: “life is easy”, “fighter”, “death is cure” and some other tattoos. On my ribs: “no worries”, “numb” and some numbers (I was counting the day I was on). I was just trying to cope. I had been sitting with my Dad in the car listening to the audio of a book (How full is your bucket) and I heard the narrator talk about how negativity can literally kill people through a real example of what happened to some of the American soldiers in a North Korean prison camp (hence the negativity kills tattoo). I had the word “day” tattooed on my forearm inside a rectangular box to illustrate the concept of day tight compartments, another extract from an audiobook that I had heard, actually long before 2015 but I remembered it and thought that I needed to do that, but I didn’t really understand the concept at the time and I hadn’t even read the book and I didn’t start living in day tight compartments. I had been watching Mark Freeman (a man who suffered from OCD for 13 years) videos and in one of the videos Mark compared thoughts to clouds, I thought this was a useful metaphor and I thought that it might help me to cope so I had the word “thoughts” tattooed on my forearms inside a cloud shape. Some of the tattoos may have actually helped me to cope if my mental illnesses had not been so severe. The tattoos simply didn’t work. I struggled to cope, I didn’t cope, I suffered a little bit.

I started watching porn in my early teens. As a teenager I used to feel very guilty about watching porn due to things that my mother told me and my religious upbringing. I tried to stop masturbating several times as a teenager. I tried hitting my legs with a small stick to stop masturbating but it didn’t work. I tried keeping a calendar tracking the days I didn’t masturbate but it didn’t work. By the time I was in my A levels I had a porn addiction and had begun viewing messed up types of porn. In 2013 and 2014 I tried to normalize the porn I was viewing but it still felt wrong due to my OCD. In 2014 my porn addiction became worse and I became lost in a vicious cycle of OCD and self harm and porn addiction. By winter of 2014 my porn addiction had become much worse and I had developed a very serious mental illness, paraphilia related disorder (PRD). PRD is a mental illness characterized by sexual activity outside the norm, in its mild forms it can be fetishes about clothing, in its most severe dangerous forms it can be sexual crimes such as necrophilia and paedophilia, I have never committed sexual crimes. I’m not a paedophile. I’m not a rapist. I developed an illness called autogynephilia (AGP), I never had a gender identity disorder, my AGP was primarily caused by the pornography addiction, specifically messed up types of pornography. I also had a PRD about messed up sexual stuff, perverse sexual ideas. I didn’t find out what PRD and AGP were until 2016, over a year since I developed the problem, and I didn’t get the problem under control until November 2016. AGP is a mental illness in which a man gets sexual arousal by imagining himself as a woman. My AGP was very messed up, very paraphilic. AGP and PRD almost killed me. I used call the AGP problems “switches” at the time because I didn’t know what AGP was and I used to get the problem sporadically and unexpectedly. In winter of 2014 I wrote some very messed up horrendous (PRD) sexual ideas out including an idea about AGP. The group found those very bad writings and think that I committed sexual crimes however I have not committed sexual crimes. Moreover there is no actual evidence that I have committed sexual crimes. I swear by Allah (God) that I have never committed sexual crimes, I have never raped anybody, I’m not a paedophile, over the past 5 years I have not done anything bad to anybody aside from myself.

I currently have the PRD and AGP under control, I have resolved the problem, I have recovered, I have sexual boundaries that I stick to, I want to get into a healthy relationship with a woman someday hopefully. Ironically, I’m still a virgin. The main cause of my PRD problem was messed up poisonous types of pornography that seriously polluted my mind. I used to view pornographic comics which were the worst, they were very bad.

The truth is that over the past 5 years I have not done anything bad to anybody aside from myself.

A lot of the music and movies that I listened to and watched as a teenager had drug usage as a theme, drugs seemed cool. However I never took drugs while I was at school. In the winter of 2013 I took some cannabis with a guy who I thought was my friend at the time but turned out to not really be my friend. The cannabis made my OCD much worse at the time. In 2013 and 2014 I used to drink alcohol excessively sometimes when I was struggling with my OCD and severe depression. In 2014 I foolishly went on the internet and read about different drugs in quite a bit of detail, including how to make certain drugs (e.g. methcathinone), however I never attempted to actually make any drugs in 2014 or later (I never went out to buy the ingredients, I never tried to make any drug), I didn’t even buy any illegal drugs in 2014 (aside from some cannabis once). The research that I did about drugs seemed cool at the time and was a form of escapism. I was also considering which drug I should take or make to reduce my suffering, the word narcotics stems from the ancient greek “to make numb” (and this seemed appealing to me at the time due to the “numb” poem and tattoo stuff that happened), but I didn’t take or make any drugs in 2014, I have never made any drugs, I have never sold drugs to anybody, I have never been involved in a drugs gang (or any type of gang). In Autumn 2014, after months and months of severe OCD and severe depression and self-harming and bad internet usage about drugs and bad internet usage viewing pornography, I wrote some very bad things on some paper which I put in a small river. The writings were a product of the very serious mental illnesses that I had suffered from and the escapism on the internet that I had lost myself in. The writing were about some very bad ideas including some ideas about drugs however I was not taking drugs at the time and I did not start taking drugs until Autumn 2015 (aside from cannabis in winter 2013, and cannabis once in 2014), therefore the writings were clearly not acted upon and were simply very bad ideas that I deeply regret to have had years ago.  The river was small and was not flowing and somehow the writings were found. It is because of those writings and the bad internet usage about drugs that the group are accusing me of committing serious drugs crimes. The fact is that I have not committed serious drugs crimes. I have never made any drugs. I have never sold drugs to anybody. I have never been involved in any sort of drugs gang or any kind of gang.

There is a strong possibility that the group have been monitoring and investigating me since 2014 when I wrote the very bad writings which I put in the river.

In Autumn of 2015 I started taking drugs. One day I got drunk and asked a random guy on the train about where I could get cocaine and the guy told me where to go, and I went there, but the first time I was scammed, the next time I bought some MDMA, and then I started buying and taking cocaine. I recently talked to somebody and found out that the dealer who was selling me cocaine was probably cutting the grams heavily, but at the time I didn’t know much about drugs (only what I had heard in music and researched on the internet and heard people talk about) so I didn’t realize that I was being ripped off. I had a nightmare on drugs. I didn’t know what I was doing. I didn’t have any friends at the time, my drug usage was not a social experience. My drug usage was a very unhealthy form of escapism that made my mental illnesses (especially my PRD) much worse, my drug usage was an insane experience, a real nightmare. I said some very bad things to some people while I was on drugs however I did not do anything physical to them in any way, and I very deeply regret the things that I said.

In 2015 I saw quite a few psychologists and psychiatrists to treat my OCD. In November of 2015 I went to a residential treatment centre to recover from my OCD and drug problems. However I didn’t even know that the switches were AGP at the time and that I had PRD so I couldn’t get those serious problems treated. I stayed at the residential treatment centre for 2 to 3 weeks, I tried to make recovery progress but it didn’t work, a week and a half after leaving the centre I was sectioned (I was involuntarily admitted to a mental health facility). I stayed in the facility for around 4 weeks. It was a place of containment not recovery. I was lucky because after about 2 weeks they let me leave in the daytime. While I was staying there one of the patients tried to start a fire.

So, why was I sectioned? One Wednesday in mid-December 2015 I had a switch. I was very upset about the switch because since I had gone to the residential treatment centre I had stopped masturbating, it had been over 3 weeks without masturbating even once (let alone a switch). If I had known about AGP and PRD at the time I would have known that not masturbating was not the solution. The next day I was still upset, so that night I went out drinking. My family tried to stop me. After having a few drinks I went and bought some drugs, I bought cocaine but the dealer gave me some ecstasy as well.  Basically what happened was that I had a switch in public while on drugs. I’m seriously ashamed and embarrassed about what happened. I said some very bad sexual things to some people while on drugs that night. However I did not do anything physical to anybody. Thankfully they all rejected what I was saying and I did not force myself on anybody. On the same night I eventually went to a cheap hotel. I was taken to the hotel by a taxi driver who actually gave me more cocaine (I think that I may have been set up by the taxi driver) for only a fraction of the price. While I was on drugs by myself in that hotel room I said some insanely perverted things, and the group have audio or video recording of what I said and what I did to myself. I’m very deeply ashamed of what happened that night, I was suffering from serious mental problems and had an unforeseen uncontrollable reaction to some drugs. I really wish that things had gone differently, if I had stayed at home that night nothing would have happened, my family tried to stop me from going out, my mother even locked the front door. I fell down some steps on the way out because it was dark. My uncle tried to stop me. If the dealer hadn’t given me the ecstasy. If I had been let into a club. If I hadn’t had a switch. If I hadn’t gone out. After what happened that night I became suicidal the next day. My mother insisted that I should go to the hospital for a toxin test, then I got sectioned.

The group knows about what happened that night, including what happened in the hotel room and this leaves me in a very vulnerable position.

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Why does the investigation concern me so much?

• I’m being assumed guilty for serious crimes and without a fair trial in the UK and without any evidence. I’m innocent of the serious crimes that I have been accused of but the group appears to be indifferent despite the lack of actual evidence for actual crimes.

• I have been seriously threatened by the group indirectly. They have threatened to send me away somewhere, they threatened to seriously injure me, they threatened to kill me, they threatened to force me to switch. They might try to send me to Saudi or Egypt or somewhere in the Far East or Africa. They have been planning to do something very bad to me. They threatened to cut off my arms if I didn't switch, they threatened to cut off my genitals, they threatened to cut off my fingers. They threatened to seriously injure me to leave me in a wheelchair.

• They have not engaged in a direct fair legal process.

• They have a huge amount of hatred towards me and are certainly not impartial.

• They have a huge amount of power and resources.

• I'm the target of a serious miscarriage of justice.

• I’m innocent of the serious crimes that I have been accused of.

• The investigation is an unfair unjust process, there is no actual evidence that I have committed serious crimes and yet I’m being assumed guilty. The group can't even go through the UK justice system, what they're doing isn't justice, what they're doing is oppression and injustice and framing.

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Why would I be investigated?

• The very bad things which I wrote were found. This is a definite cause and suggests that the group have been monitoring and investigating me since 2014.

• The bad internet usage was noticed by the government.

• In 2015, when I was in hospital and was in the process of getting sectioned, I said some bad things about taking violent action against the man who sold me drugs including some things about buying a gun. Due to getting sectioned and the things I said while I was getting sectioned people thought it was necessary to investigate me and what happened before I was sectioned.

• In March or April of 2016 I had a long conversation with a close family friend who had been helping me with my recovery progress. I was very mentally unstable at the time of the conversation, I ended up rambling a lot about many things including drugs and pornography, I briefly talked about serial killers and compared them to rabid dogs. I had watched a Danger Dolan video on Youtube about serial killers. The things I said probably raised serious concerns about me. Although I was definitely already being investigated because of the bad writings or getting sectioned.

• In the first few months of 2016 when I was very mentally unstable I used to scream loudly when I was in my room sometimes. This raised serious concerns about me.

• When I was severely mentally unstable I said some bad things that sounded very suspicious and quite dangerous (e.g. when I was getting sectioned I rambled about getting a gun)

• In May 2016 I took too many sleeping tablets one night and my mother prevented me from going to sleep so I had an adverse reaction, I don’t remember what happened fully, but my brother told me that I was shouting and stuff and then an ambulance was called and then the police were called. The incident raised concerns about me.

• I bought some hammers and baseball bats for protection (I kept them in my room) in the first few months of 2016 and this looked suspicious

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How do I know that I’ve been monitored and investigated?

• In May of 2016, a few days after the sleeping tablet incident, I found some messages on my mother’s phone, I didn’t have time to read all of the messages, but it was clear that people had serious concerns about me and thought I was dangerous. For instance, I left my home with a bag one day and in the messages I found that people were concerned if there were weapons in the bag, there weren’t weapons in the bag.

• In June or July of 2016 I went for a walk to a nearby lake. I noticed that I was being monitored on the walk back home. There were two women monitoring me, one of the women was sitting in a black Audi (waiting for the other woman), the other woman was monitoring which way I was going. In November of 2016 I was staying in my Aunt’s house. I went for a nature walk. I noticed the same black Audi parked up near the field and the same two women monitoring where I was going. I’m certain that it was the same car and the same two women. I’m certain that they were doing monitoring activity. My Aunt’s house is in a completely different area.

• While staying in my Aunt’s house I noticed that there was monitoring going on: the wifi was changed and I couldn’t connect to the tor network (which I was going on to read about PRD recovery), second sim cards were put in the mobile phones, the bin was kept near full for weeks (to see what I put inside it). My Uncle made a strange joke: what do you say to a Rottweiler with no legs? Whatever you like – I think the joke was linked to the long conversation that I had with the close family friend in which I compared serial killers to rabid dogs. The wifi in my home currently has ‘K9’ in the username (BTWholeHome-K9F) which also links back to rabid dogs metaphor. How can I feel optimistic about the process against me when I have been labelled by them as a dog and worse. They have a huge amount of hatred towards me and are certainly not impartial.

• The wifi passcode in the last home my family was staying in had a message in the passcode which included ‘k9’ and a reference to the very bad things that I said in the hotel room. This may sound far-fetched but the wifi was definitely monitored at the time and there had been a full scale investigation into me at the time. I’m very deeply ashamed of what I said in the hotel room.

• In January 2017 I went to Birmingham and Bath. After what happened in January I realised that there was a full scale investigation into me. In February 2017 I went to Harrow and Wembley and Watford. Basically, in January and February I noticed that there was a group of people who were following me around on foot and by car tracking where I was going and taking photographs of me. I noticed the same faces and cars in the different locations. It was clear that they were monitoring me. For instance, I was on the tube in February and a man got on the train and sat down opposite me, then at the next stop before the man got off the train the man tried to discreetly take a photo of me by tilting his phone at me, I wouldn’t have noticed but the man forgot to turn off his flash on the camera. There are many other examples that I can explain. For instance, I was sitting down on a sofa in the seating area of a shopping mall and a man and a woman sat down near me and as they talked the man was clicking a button on his phone which was pointed towards me.

• Because of some of the things that my father has said to me and that I have heard my father say. My father has said things which indicate that he has been contacted by the investigation and is cooperating with them, although I feel that my father is much more supportive currently than he was a few months ago. For instance, I was talking to my father about how I suffered from severe mental illnesses in 2013 and 2014, my father said “alibi” which is a legal term meaning: “a claim that you cannot be guilty of a crime because you were somewhere else when the crime was committed”. There are many other examples that I can explain. For instance on the 8th of September my father sent me an email in which he wrote: “stop wiretapping”, wiretapping means: “the practice of connecting a listening device to a telephone line to monitor conversations secretly”.

• Because of the indirect and threatening messages that the group has been sending me frequently.

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How have I been threatened by the group?

• The group have been leaving me coded threatening accusing messages and harshly taunting me through number plates and advertisements and saying things in my earshot and in other ways. I know this may sound crazy but it is a real problem not the product of mental illness, I’m not delusional. They have systematically and strategically been doing this and I can explain it.

• For instance they have been accusing me of being involved with the 666 gang, I’m only aware of the gang due to some bad music that I listened to while browsing on youtube, I have an auditory memory so I remember most of the songs that I’ve heard, I have never been involved with the 666 gang. 2 number plate examples: “666 FXR” and “X666 EMB”. There have been many number plate messages with 666 in them. They have also been accusing me of being part of the 555 gang, leaving me messages in number plates with 555 or 55 in them, I didn’t even know there was a 555 gang until they started leaving me the messages. I have never been involved with the 555 gang.

• There were times when the group would leave threatening messages and accusations inside my home in many different forms. This may seem far-fetched however it is accurate, they had people working in my home who were part of the group. They would leave coded messages in books and magazine covers and even food packaging. For instance they left some vanilla powder with a 6 on it in one of the cupboards in the kitchen (with the 6 clearly visible when the cupboard is opened), in the song that I heard about the 666 gang (Castro – rock right now) Castro says “and a touch of vanilla when it’s time to bake” (he’s talking about crack cocaine). There was somebody monitoring the internet when I was listening to the bad music. In another cupboard in the kitchen they left coded messages from Castro's music, a jar clearly labelled boldly aubergine pickle referring to one of Castro's songs where he says "label's aubergine and it's only cos the food I serve is au cuisine", a bottle of water labelled harrowgate referring to one of Castro's songs where he says "I've got more cracks than Harrowgate paving stones". Castro/Casisdead aside there have been many clear coded threatening accusing messages.

• The group have been threatening to send me away somewhere (Saudi, Egypt or Far East or Africa) and they have threatened to seriously injure me (potentially cripple me) and they have threatened to force me to switch (to force me to undergo gender reassignment surgery, force me to have a sex change). At one point the group were threatening to cut off my arms if I didn’t switch. The group have been planning to do something bad to me. They may try to injure or kill me and make it look like it was an accident or that it was done by criminals.

• The group have been accusing me of serious crimes that I’m actually innocent of. They have accused me of serious drugs crimes (e.g. the number plates with 666 and 555). They have accused me of serious sexual crimes. They have accused me of being a serial killer. For instance, I was selling some goods at a shop and then one of the customers started talking to a staff member about serial killers within my earshot. For instance, I was at a supermarket and one of the cashiers started talking about serial killers within my earshot. Serial killers are not a normal topic of conversation, the group had contacted them and they had earpieces in. I’m not a serial killer, I have never killed anybody. I’m not a rapist. I’m not a paedophile. I have never sold drugs to anybody. I’m innocent of the serious crimes that I have been accused of. There is no actual evidence of any serious criminal offence because I have not committed serious crimes. I have admitted to have written some very bad things but there’s a huge difference between someone writing out a very bad idea and someone actually going and doing something very bad.

• The group have been telling many people bad things about me, including people in my own family. For instance, they have told my Dad bad things about me, and I’m actually innocent of the serious crimes that I’ve been accused of.  The group have contacted thousands of people and told them very bad things about me, the group have distributed thousands of number plates with coded messages.

• The group have been leaving me messages and then monitoring my reaction, attempting to create evidence against me while breaching my privacy, I’ve suffered from severe anxiety problems and the barrage of coded threatening messages have made me very severely nervous, my nervous reactions would not classify as evidence in a UK court of law. The group have been video monitoring me very extensively. My nervous reactions are not evidence that I’ve committed serious crimes, my nervous reactions simply indicate that I’m nervous, and I’m nervous because there are so many cameras monitoring me and because of the whole nature of the process against me. The group’s coded messages and harsh taunts have made me severely nervous, that does not mean that I’m guilty of serious crimes. The fact is that I’m innocent of the serious crimes that I have accused of.

• The group have threatened my recovery progress due to the huge amounts of pressure and stress that they have put me under

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Conclusion:

The fact is that I’m innocent of the serious crimes that I have been accused of. There is no evidence for any actual crime because I have not committed any serious crime. The truth is that over the past 5 years I have not done anything bad to anybody aside from myself.

The last five years have been a very dark negative chapter in my life and I would like to start a bright new positive chapter.

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Update: 24/10/2017

Over the past few weeks I have been trying to make progress in my life despite my stressful situation, I attempted to benefit from a work experience, however over the past week I have been unable to go to the work experience due to excessive stress and a few days ago I realised that I must try to improve my situation.

There's a serious miscarriage of justice going on – I’m being wrongfully accused of serious crimes that I have not committed and that there isn't actual evidence for. If there was actual evidence for the crimes that I have been accused of then I would be taken to court and charged, and rightly so. Basically the group are assuming that I’m guilty of serious crimes without a fair trial and without real actual evidence, and they are planning to take unjustified action against me. I fear that they may try to injure or kill me. I fear that they may send me away somewhere. They have been telling lots of people in the general public bad things about me. I’m seriously concerned about my safety and my future.

A few days ago I saw two number plates which were clear evidence of the coded messages that I mentioned earlier in this document, I managed to take a picture of one of the number plates. The number plates were: MR55 ZAM (I have picture) and SAM X555 (drove past too quickly). They are clearly accusing me of being a member of the 555 gang (as I mentioned earlier in the document) with the alias of Sam.

To my deep concern, I saw a number plate which read: LIBYA K (i or 1) (drove past too quickly) - a clear example of how they have been threatening to send me away somewhere.

Additionally I noticed many cars with either 555 or 666 or 777 or 444 or 222 in the number plates, and I have photographs of some of them. The number plates are coded messages accusing me of having involvement with gangs.

It would appear that the number plates with coded messages have been distributed far and wide, and I suspect that the group have been telling lots of people in the general public bad things about me, there must be a meeting when the number plates are distributed.

I have photographic evidence of the number plates.

The group have also been accusing me of being involved with a gang called the 585 gang, I know this because a few weeks ago I saw a number plate which read FVE 8 FVE or something similar.

There is a serious miscarriage of justice going on. The group have been planning something bad. They may arrange to make it look like there was a problem with criminals. They may arrange to make it look like there was an accident. I’m innocent of the serious crimes that I have been accused of. I’m seriously concerned about my safety and my future.

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Update: 06/11/2017

The process against me is not about justice or the truth, it is about the hatred that the group have towards me. The process against me is unjust and unfair. There is a serious miscarriage of justice going on. I’m being assumed guilty for serious crimes that I have not committed without a fair trial. Where is the evidence for the serious crimes that I have been accused of?

I have explained that I wrote some very bad things years ago, and I very deeply regret that. I have explained that I said some very bad things to some people while on drugs years ago, and I very deeply regret that. I sincerely want to make amends.

I cannot admit to crimes that I have not committed. I’m actually innocent of the serious crimes that I have been accused of. I must stand up for my human rights. I have the right to a fair trial. I’m innocent until proven guilty. Where is the proof that I’m guilty?

The group have been video monitoring me very extensively. They have set up dozens of advanced hidden cameras in my family’s house and my family’s cars to monitor me. The cameras have been monitoring my facial expressions with computer software. They have even had people and cameras watching my facial expressions when I go out. The combination of months of so many threatening coded messages and having so many cameras on me all the time has made me seriously nervous. The group are regarding my nervous reactions (literally the twitches and movements of my face and even the movement of my eyes or just looking at something) as some kind of evidence whereas in reality my nervous reactions are because of the stress of my situation and the whole nature of the process against me. If my face twitches because I’m very nervous and stressed out that does not make me guilty of a serious crime, that simply means that I’m nervous and I’m nervous because there are so many cameras on me not because I’m guilty. I’ve had serious anxiety problems so even before I knew about the investigation I was quite nervous, I’m naturally quite nervous. Being nervous because I’m being monitored by cameras and because of the coded messages and harsh taunts does not make me guilty of serious crimes. The twitches and movements of my face are not evidence of serious crimes, they are just evidence that I’m nervous. The group have been monitoring my facial expression and counting the number of times my face has twitched and trying to assign some significance to it, it just means that I’m nervous. The truth is that I have not committed the serious crimes that I have been accused of.

The group have really messed with my head. Number plates. Advertisements (billboards, buses, lorries, vans, internet). People saying things in my earshot. Harsh taunts. Coded threatening messages. Telling people in my family bad things about me, even my little brother was contacted. At times it has been very difficult to cope with and I have really been struggling. The group have tortured me mentally.

The group may be working with criminals, in January 2017 while I was staying in some affordable shared accommodation on two occasions in two different locations (Birmingham and Bath) I was almost robbed twice and the second time I was also poisoned.

The investigation and process against me has been very expensive. My father once implied that it costed upwards of £10000 a day and required the approval of Theresa May. That means that it has cost millions of pounds sterling so far.

The group have contacted thousands of people and told them very bad things about me including accusing me of crimes that I’m actually innocent of. The group have distributed thousands of number plates with coded messages.

I have some serious concerns about my safety and my future. I’m afraid that the group may try to injure or kill me, they may arrange to make it look like an accident or that it was done by criminals. I’m afraid that the group may try to send me away somewhere, they may threaten to release the hotel room audio or video recording.

I have human rights. I want to clear my name. I want to move forward in my life.

I have explained that I wrote some very bad things years ago and that I said some very bad things to some people while I was on drugs years ago, and I’m very remorseful about that, and I sincerely want to make amends for that.

I cannot admit to crimes that I have not committed.

Innocent until proven guilty. Do you think it is justice for an innocent person to be assumed guilty for serious crimes without actual evidence?

Do you think that people have a human right to a fair trial?

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Update: 23/11/2017

I'm actually innocent of the serious crimes that I have been accused of. I have never killed anybody. I have never raped anybody. I'm not a paedophile. I'm not a drugs dealer. I have never been involved in a drugs gang.

I have not been lying about what I've been through over the past 4 years - I had very severe OCD, I used to self harm so much. I have marks on my skin, I have tears behind my eyes, I have not been lying. There is evidence that what I've explained about the past 4 years actually happened and is true.

The group have devised many theories about me accusing me of committing serious crimes however these theories are not based on factual real evidence, their theories are based on speculation and hatred and many assumptions. Their theories are not facts and are not true.

The group has been video monitoring me very extensively with dozens of advanced cameras. They have been monitoring the movement of my face and my eyes. I have become extremely paranoid and extremely nervous because of months of coded threatening accusing messages and because of having so many cameras monitoring me 24/7. The movements of my face and my eyes do not indicate whether I'm guilty of serious crimes or not because I'm extremely nervous and therefore I have been reacting and behaving nervously. My nervous reactions are not evidence that I have committed serious crimes, they simply indicate that I'm nervous, and I'm nervous because I have so many cameras on me and because the group have messed with my head through the coded threatening messages.

Wouldn't you be very nervous if you had advanced cameras monitoring your facial expressions and eye movements 24/7?

If my facial expressions and eye movements were real evidence then the group should take me to court with that.

I realised that I was being monitored and investigated very extensively in February 2017 however the group were monitoring me for over 6 months before that and I was unaware of it, if their theories about me were true then I would have committed a serious crime in that time while I was unaware or contacted some gang members or at least bought some drugs. Their theories are not facts and are simply not true, and yet I'm being assumed guilty without a fair trial

I'm seriously concerned about my safety and my future. I'm afraid that the group may try to injure or kill me. They may arrange to make it look like an accident or that it was done by criminals. At one point the group were threatening to cut off my arms if I didn't switch. I'm concerned that they may try to injure or kill me. I'm concerned that the group may try to cut off my arms or hands or fingers or legs. I'm concerned that the group may try to burn my face off with acid or something. I'm concerned that the group may try to blind or deafen me. I'm concerned that the group may try to cut off my balls or penis.

I want to make amends for my mistakes: I wrote some very bad things when I was seriously mentally unwell, I said some very bad things to some people while I was on drugs.

I cannot admit to serious crimes that I have not committed.

I have the human right to a fair trial.

I want to clear my name.

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Crucial update, 20 April 2018

Over the past few months I have been stuck in a very difficult negativity loop because of the toll that the extreme pressure of my situation has taken on me, therefore I haven't been able to make another update until now. This update is very crucial. I'm trying to get out of the negativity loop, I urgently need to make progress, I must improve my situation each day as much as possible. My wellbeing, health, safety and my future are on the line. I have suffered so much over the past 5 years, I have to make it through inshaAllah (God willing)

Clarification summary of situation with important new insights:

For over a year I have been monitored and investigated by UK and Indian intelligence agencies and by some people in the private sector (including some very wealthy individuals) and by some people in the general public.

Some large online website companies have been involved. I can explain specifically who has been involved and how I know.

My human and legal rights have been very seriously breached in many ways.

The group have tortured and tormented me mentally with a messed up cruel campaign of systematic coded threatening messages. The coded messages have been in many different forms and in many different places: from messages in car number plates to messages within my home to messages online to people saying messages within my earshot to adverisements on lorries and billboards. I have photographic evidence of the coded messages and I can explain them fully.

The group have threatened me horifically. I'm seriously concerned about my safety and my future. I'm afraid that the group may try to injure or kill me. They may arrange to make it look like an accident or that it was done by criminals. At one point the group were threatening to cut off my arms if I didn't switch. I'm concerned that they may try to injure or kill me. I'm concerned that the group may try to cut off my arms or hands or fingers or legs. I'm concerned that the group may try to burn my face off with acid or something. I'm concerned that the group may try to blind or deafen me. I'm concerned that the group may try to cut off my balls or penis.

 The group threatened to break my spine or some of my bones to leave me in a wheelchair. I'm concerned that the group may wait for months or even many years and then try to injure me at some point in the future.

Some of the coded threatening messages suggested that the group were planning to seriously injure me.

My safety and my future has been seriously threatened by the group. The group have been trying to sell me into a forced relationship in order to recover the money that they spent on the investigation.

The group threatened to force me to have a sex change and then to sell me into a forced relationship. The group threatened to force me into a relationship with an older woman against my will. The group threatened to force me into a relationship and then to seriously injure me at the end of the relationship.

The investigation has been very expensive, my Dad once remarked that it costed over £10000 a day. My Dad also remarked that the investigation required Theresa May's approval. The investigation has certainly costed over £5 million since the group have been monitoring me since at least 2016. I recently realised that the group have probably been monitoring me since 2014 or 2015. That would mean that the investigation has cost over £20 million, and I have some indicators to support that. I can explain why I think that the investigation has been going on since 2014. The group has been accepting funding from many people including people in the general public. The UK and Indian intelligence agencies have got people in the general public to fully cooperate with them.

My Dad once implied early in 2017 that if the process against me was uncovered I would be compensated with "hundreds of millions of pounds", and that was before I was put on sale to be forced into a relationship against my will.

My human privacy rights have been completely breached by very intrusive monitoring devices in my home and in my family's vehicles. The monitoring has been very extensive and very intrusive. The significance that the group has been giving to what is essentially my nervous reactions has been dangerously absurd.

The group have accused me of committing serious crimes and they have assumed that I'm guilty without a single piece of real evidence and without a fair trial. In thier process against me they have actually committed serious crimes: they have tortured me mentally, they have threatened me horifically, they have told thousands of people in the general public rubbish propaganda about me telling them that I'm guilty of serious crimes when there's no evidence and there hasn't been a trial, they have completely breached my human privacy rights, they have literally worked with criminals, they tried to sell me into a forced relationship.

And they call me the criminal...

What crimes have I committed?

What crimes have they committed?

The group can't even go through the UK justice system, they can't even take me to a UK court of law, how can they possibly assume that I'm guilty of serious crimes when they can't do that?

The group can't even go through the UK justice system. What they're doing isn't justice - what they're doing is oppression and injustice and framing.

I have made some big mistakes in my life and I have admitted those mistakes and I'm deeply remorseful about those mistakes. I really wish that I could go back in time and not make those big mistakes. I never said that I was a perfect person. I never even said that I was good person. I used to hate myself to a dangerous extent, I used to self harm. I'm just a guy who still has some mental health issues who is being framed and oppressed and threatened horrifically by a group of people who have a lot of hatred and a lot of resources.

I realised that I was being monitored and investigated very extensively in February last year however the group were monitoring me for over 6 months before that and I was unaware of it, if their theories about me were true then I would have committed a serious crime in that time while I was unaware or contacted some gang members or at least bought some drugs. Their theories are not facts and are simply not true, and yet I'm being assumed guilty without a fair trial

The group has been video monitoring me very extensively with many advanced cameras. They have been monitoring the movement of my face and my eyes. I have become extremely paranoid and extremely nervous because of months of coded threatening accusing messages and because of having so many cameras monitoring me 24/7. The movements of my face and my eyes do not indicate whether I'm guilty of serious crimes or not because I'm extremely nervous and therefore I have been reacting and behaving nervously. My nervous reactions are not evidence that I have committed serious crimes, they simply indicate that I'm nervous, and I'm nervous because I have so many cameras on me and because the group have messed with my head through the coded threatening messages and because the group are seriously misreading and misinterpreting my behaviour.

I'm nervous because I'm not getting a fair trial so I don't have the means to clear my name of the serious accusations against me.

Wouldn't you be nervous if you had advanced cameras monitoring your facial expressions and eye movements 24/7?

If my facial expressions and eye movements were real evidence then the group should take me to court with that.

There isn't a single court of law that would consider my nervous reactions to be evidence for serious crimes.

I have a nervous face that twitches sometimes, that doesn't make me guilty of serious crimes.

Just looking somewhere isn't a crime, a face twitch isn't a crime. Nervous reactions aren't crimes. Being very paranoid isn't a crime.

Being very nervous isn't a crime.

The group have tortured me mentally and made me very paranoid and very nervous and then they basically imply that my nervousness is a form of evidence therefore the group are framing me.

Nervous reactions do not make me guilty of serious crimes they simply indicate that I'm nervous.

Before I knew that I was being monitored I had much less nervous reactions, my face used to twitch much less than it has been over the past few months. Therefore my nervous reactions (especially face twitches) simply indicate that I'm nervous because I'm being monitored and that doesn't make me guilty of serious crimes. Basically, before I knew about the monitoring my face didn't used to twitch so my face twitches simply indicate that I'm nervous about the monitoring.

The group have been monitoring what I've been saying and analysing it and reading into it and trying to use it as evidence for their theories about me. I've been extremely paranoid and very stressed out so taking things that I've said out of context and reading into them does not prove that I'm guilty of serious crimes.

The fact is that I'm innocent of the serious crimes that I have been accused of. The fact is that there is not a single piece of real actual evidence for any of the serious crimes that I have been accused of.

I have never killed anybody. I have never raped anybody. I'm not a paedophile. I'm not a drugs dealer. I have never been involved in a drugs gang.

I have the human right to a fair trial.

I have the human right of innocent until proven guilty.

I feel like an outcast. I feel like a scapegoat. My neck is as much on the line as when I used to strangle myself.

People who have actually committed serious crimes don't get framed and don't get tortured mentally and don't get threatened horifically and don't get seriously injured and get fair trials through the legal system where they are found guilty and then they go to prison. I have never committed serious crimes and I've been framed and tortured mentally and threatened horifically and I'm not getting a fair trial and I'm being assumed guilty without a single piece of evidence and the group may be planning to seriously injure me. I'm not guilty of the serious crimes that I've been accused of and the group have seriously breached my human and legal rights.

I'm basically being framed. The group have done so many hundreds of messed up things to make me nervous and paranoid, and then they imply that my nervousness and paranoia make me guilty 

There is a serious issue of double standards going on: for everybody except me it's innocent until proven guilty, for me it's assumed guilty because of face twitches without any real evidence.

What's very frustrating is that the group have been ignoring all of the evidence against the theories that they constructed. For instance, in terms of the theory that I was involved with the 666 gang, they are ignoring the facts that I grew up in an upper middle class area and I rarely travelled home by train and I simply didn't have any exposure to drugs or gangs. Instead, they are focussing on some bad music that I merely listened to in 2016 while I was very mentally unwell.

What's sad is that the people who know about the process against me have chosen not to help me because they believe the group's narrative about me, and the people who would help me don't understand what's going on.

The whole process against me is purely hateful suspicious speculation, the group have constructed their own narrative about me that is completely fabricated and not supported with a single piece of real actual evidence.

The group have accused me of committing serious crimes however accusations do not make me guilty, with no evidence and no trial I should not be assumed guilty. The group have constructed theories about me that are accusations and they are assuming that their theories are valid. Accusations are not crimes. I have not committed serious crimes.

I have not been lying about what I've been through over the past 5 years. Recently I had some tests done that showed that I had several gene mutations (including some double gene mutations) in my brain that lead to my OCD. I have a file of the report. I have a mark on my leg from when I burnt it in 2014. I have over 30 black boxes on my skin from the failed tattoos. I had retina tears and retina holes because of the stranglings. The group should have realised that I have serious mental illnesses, they were monitoring me in 2016.

I have not been lying, I've just been nervous, and my face has been twitching sometimes due to nervousness.

The group have been lying in so many ways. They have been lying about the theories that they have constructed about me by saying those theories are factual. Many people involved in the group have lied about their involvement with the group.

The group may try to frame me by planting evidence.

The group may try blackmail me with the things that happened in 2015. I'm deeply ashamed of what happened in 2015.

I'm seriously concerned about my safety and my future. I'm afraid that the group may try to injure or kill me. The group are probably planning to make it look like an external problem that didn't involve them such as criminals or an accident. I'm concerned that the group may wait for months or even many years and then try to injure me at some point in the future.

The group can't even go through the UK justice system - what they're doing isn't justice - what they're doing is oppression and injustice and framing

I just want my basic human and legal rights to be respected. I have the human and legal right to a fair trial in the UK. I want to clear my name.

My Dad once implied early last year that if the process against me was uncovered I would be compensated with "hundreds of millions of pounds", and that was before I was put on sale to be forced into a relationship against my will.

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20th May 2018 Update

No evidence. No trial. Assumed guilty. Framed. Human rights breached. Tortured mentally. Threatened horrifically. Safety threatened. UK 2018. Detailed explanation on Facebook page (Abdullah Khan has human rights)

Over the past few weeks things have gone from bad to worse and they could get a hell of a lot worse very quickly. I have a bad feeling about the next few days.

Until around 2 weeks ago I had 2 rock solid support friends within my family, I won't name them out of respect, somehow the group managed to contact them and brainwash them with the group's propaganda and now they have fully sided with the group (I know this because they have been doing coded messages) leaving me basically completely isolated

After I realised that the 2 support friends were contacted by the group and chose to side with them against me I became overwhelmed and depressed. There was an incident of self harm. The police and ambulance were called. Luckily, I wasn't sectioned. However now I'm restricted to staying on my father's property's grounds, I have to be accompanied by someone if I want to go somewhere. The whole situation is very difficult.

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25th May 2018 Update

I'm seriously concerned that over the coming weeks and months the group are going to release the hotel room recording. I said some insanely disgustingly perverted things while I was on drugs in that hotel room and I'm deeply ashamed of what I said. I had severe PRD and a drugs problem. I developed a severe PRD problem because of messed up types of pornography, I shouldn't have watched that pornography but I didn't put it on the internet. What I said back then in the hotel room in December of 2015 does not represent me as a person. Nonetheless, I am utterly ashamed of what I said and did while I was by myself in that hotel room. Shortly after leaving the hotel room I became suicidal and I got sectioned, therefore the things that I said in the hotel room do not represent me as a person, I was seriously mentally unwell at the time. I had just left a mental health facility a week and a half earlier. 

I'm seriously concerned that the group are going to try to infect me with a serious illness (perhaps stomach or kidneys illness), they may have already begun the process of doing that.

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13 June 2018 Update - The question

I wrote some very bad things after viewing some very bad things on the internet over 4 years ago while I was very mentally unwell. I did not act upon those very bad writings. There is no evidence to indicate that I committed any serious crime by acting upon those very bad writings. Moreover those writings were not specific plans they were just very bad ideas. I very deeply regret the very bad writings.

In 2015, after taking some drugs, I said some very bad things to some people but I did not do anything physical to them in any way. I'm deeply ashamed about what I said.

In 2015, after taking some drugs, I said some insanely disgusting messed up things while I was in a hotel room by myself. Also, I said some very bad things while on drugs at home in 2015. I'm very deeply ashamed about what I said.

Over the past 5 years I have not done anything bad to anybody aside from myself. I have never committed a serious crime against anybody.

Over the past year, since I realised that I was being monitored and even my facial expressions were being monitored, I've had a problem with nervous reactions. The group have tortured and tormented me mentally and threatened me horrifically. They have purposefully gone out of their way to turn a criminal investigation into a process of pure hatred. People react differently to being oppressed. People react differently to being nervous. I'm not nervous because I'm guilty. I've been nervous because my human and legal rights have been breached in so many ways. I've been nervous because I'm being monitored so much. I've been nervous because every single thing that I'm doing is being misinterpreted and misconstrued by the group due to the tremendous hate that they have towards me. The group do things to make me nervous. Basically, over the past year I've had many nervous reactions (face twitches, eye movements, nervous talk) due to nervousness and fear, that doesn't make me guilty of serious crimes, that simply indicates that I'm nervous. Face twitches do not make me guilty of serious crimes, eye movements do not make me guilty of serious crimes, nervous reactions do not make me guilty of serious crimes, those things are not evidence and can be easily misinterpreted.

The question is: does any of the above justify what the group have done (seriously breached my human and legal rights in many ways, tortured me mentally, threatened me horrifically, told thousands of people that I'm guilty of serious crimes without any evidence, turned my own family against me) and what the group are planning to do (seriously injure me, paralyse me, cut off some of my limbs, blind me, force me to have a sex change and then seriously injure me, send me away somewhere)?

Does any of the above justify what the group have done and what the group are planning to do?

Obviously, the answer should be no. I would expect that any intelligent reasonable logical fair person would answer no the question, however the group have managed to create a propaganda machine about me and brainwash thousands of people into answering yes to the question. The group have created their own narrative about me that is completely fabricated, it is literally not supported by a single piece of evidence but because the intelligence agencies have authority behind their names people (even people who know me well) are convinced. The whole process against me is purely hateful suspicious speculation and has nothing to do with justice - the group can't even go through the UK justice system, they don't even have a case. What the group has done and is doing is currently completely unjustified and wrong.

https://www.facebook.com/Abdullah-Khan-has-human-rights-430391800679249/

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Important points and clarifications:

I'm deeply concerned that the group have been planning to seriously injure or kill me. They have been planning to make it look like an external problem that didn't involve them: accident, criminals, infection, poison. They may wait for months or even many years before they try to seriously injure me or they might be planning something sooner.

I'm deeply concerned that the group have been planning to blackmail me with the bad 2015 things: the hotel room recording, the things I said to people while I was on drugs, they may have recordings of me doing bad things to myself in my home while on drugs.

I'm deeply concerned that the group have been planning to frame me by planting evidence.

The group have contacted thousands of people in the general public and convinced them to cooperate with the group fully, I've walked down entire streets with coded number plate messages at every house/parking space. The group have also distributed earpieces and/or have been communicating through mobile phones. There is a whole network of communication going on. 

Bad music and my auditory memory

It may seem suspicious to you that I remember so many rap lyrics from Casisdead/Castro about drugs dealing. I first heard his music in 2016, I can actually remember the first song I heard by him. I found his music by chance whilst browsing Youtube. I have an auditory memory (especially for music) so I can remember most of the songs that I've heard. I have never met Castro in real life and I have certainly never sold drugs to anyone ever or manufactured drugs or distributed drugs. I was very mentally unwell whilst I was listening to his music. It is not a crime to browse Youtube and listen to music. I have been a rap fan since my teenage years, that is not a crime.

28 September 2018 Update

The group were monitoring me when I wrote the bad writings at the end of 2014, I deeply regret the bad writings, if I could go back in time and not write those bad writings and not take those drugs and not say those bad things to people I would but I can't, I wrote the bad writings after months of self harming and serious mental illness and viewing bad things on the internet, I didn't put those bad things on the internet, the group know I didn't act upon those writings because they were monitoring me at the time and since then however they have lied to thousands of people by telling them that I did, the group have been monitoring me for around 4 years and in all of that time I have not committed a single serious crime, and yet the group accused me of being a serious criminal, when are they suggesting that I committed serious crimes? when I was at school? That doesn't make any sense, none of their theories make any sense, the group have constructed their own narrative about me that is completely fabricated, none of their theories about me are substantiated by a single piece of real actual evidence, if they were the group would be able to go through the UK legal system, since they can't go through the UK legal system they cannot claim that what they are doing is any form of justice, their process is purely hatred and injustice and oppression and prejudice and unjust incrimination and is quite literally the height of psychological torture and privacy invasion, they have literally lowered their process to a backwards medieval witch hunt standard repeatedly threatening to cut off my limbs, they have been trying to sell me into a forced relationship and they have been threatening to force me to have a sex change, they think that they own me, and they do all this self righteously, and they do all this for the theories that they have constructed which are completely false not for crimes that I have supposedly committed, and they still torture me mentally over the things that happened in 2015 while I was on drugs even though I was suicidal after those events and I was seriously mentally unwell and I was sectioned, they are literally oppressing a human being who had already suffered from serious scarring mental illness thus jeopardising his mental health, and they do all this with the covert support of the general public who eagerly cooperate with them and seem to have no independent critique of what the intelligence agencies say and simply agree with them despite the lack of any actual evidence for any of their theories, moreover people in the general public have been brainwashed by the group's propaganda misinformation machine to the extent that they willingly do coded messages even threatening to cut off my limbs and torturing me mentally, and they call me a psychopath when I have never threatened to cut off anybody's limbs and I have not harmed anybody aside from myself, and they call me a criminal when they've been monitoring me for four whole years and in all that time and before that I have not committed any serious crimes whereas they have literally committed serious crimes and have worked with many criminals even assisting them, twice attempting to rob me and once poisoning me before the attempt and the police were working with the criminals who tried to rob me the second time, most of my family has been contacted by the group also doing coded messages including threatening to cut off my limbs and tormenting me mentally, the group even get people to do coded messages including threatening to cut off my limbs when I go to pray in the Mosque and some of my family members have done coded messages while I was praying with them at home, and they call me a hypocrite, I have never claimed to be a good person, I used to hate myself, I used to think I was the devil, I may be a bad person but I have never threatened someone while praying and I have never oppressed anyone aside from myself. Real serious criminals have trials through the legal system, why have my legal and human rights been violated when I'm not even a serious criminal. The group ignore the huge amount of evidence against all of their fabricated theories and focus on my nervous reactions while doing things to make me nervous, and they are claiming that nervous reactions and eye movements and facial expressions are a form of evidence when there isn't a single court of law in the UK that would consider them to be so. The group's process has cost over £40 million, which has been funded by the UK government and the Indian government and some very wealthy businessmen and some large companies and a lot of people in the general public. The UK intelligence agencies and Indian intelligence agency are responsible for the process which cannot be described as an investigation as they have broken so many legal principles.

 Nervous reactions are not crimes. Nervous reactions such as face twitches and eye movements do not indicate whether I'm guilty of serious crimes or not, they simply indicate that I'm nervous as the term 'nervous expressions' obviously implies, and I'm not nervous because I'm guilty, the fact is that I'm innocent of the serious crimes that I have been accused of. Basically the group are misinterpreting the cause of my nervous reactions, they are assuming that nervous reactions indicate that I'm guilty while repeatedly doing many things to make me nervous, whereas my nervous reactions actually indicate that I'm nervous because I'm constantly being monitored. I'm nervous because the group have been torturing me mentally very cruelly and threatening me horrifically every single day for over year, I never used to have much of a problem with nervous reactions before I realised that I was being monitored 24/7 and everything that I was doing was being misinterpreted by the group to suit their agenda, considering the scope of the psychological torture against me is it really that surprising that I have developed a problem with nervous reactions? As far as my nervous reactions are concerned the group are really making mountains out of molehills and won't even realize that they don't even have any real actual evidence because I'm factually not guilty hence they can't start a fair trial in the UK legal system. Nervous reactions would not be considered evidence in a UK court of law. In fact, none of what the group are considering to be evidence would be considered evidence in a UK court of law hence they have not started a direct fair legal process, and yet they assume that I'm guilty despite the vast amount of evidence against their theories.

 I have the human right and legal right to a fair trial in the UK. I have the human right of innocent until proven guilty. I have the human right to private and family life. Sadly, I'm being assumed guilty without a fair trial in the UK and without a single piece of real actual evidence, and after the group have monitored me for over 4 years during which they know that I did not commit serious crimes because they were monitoring me, and they saw me self harm and do compulsions and could have intervened and prevented the events that happened while I was on drugs. The whole process has been a serious miscarriage of justice and has basically been entrapment and unjust incrimination.

 The group are oppressors and torturers because: they have unjustly incriminated me, they have tortured me mentally very cruelly every single day for over a year, they have threatened me horrifically every single day for over a year threatening to cut off my limbs and to force me to have a sex change and to sell me into a forced relationship and more, they have seriously invaded my privacy, they have told thousands of people lies about me.

 The group are criminals because they have broken many laws and legal principles in their process against me.

 The group are cowards because they do not have the moral integrity to start a direct fair legal process in the UK and because they can't do direct messages.

 The group are liars because they have created their own narrative about me that is completely fabricated and is literally not supported by a single piece of real court worthy evidence. The group's whole process is purely hateful suspicious speculation, they are simply lying about their accusations and they portray their lies as facts when all of their theories are completely unsubstantiated.

 Article 11 of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights: everyone charged with a penal offence has the right to be presumed innocent until proven guilty according to law in a public trial at which he has had all the guarantees necessary for his defence.

 I would appreciate if you could like and share my Facebook page. If the group has contacted you please let me know. Thank you.

 https://www.facebook.com/Abdullah-Khan-has-human-rights-430391800679249/

 There is a detailed explanation of my situation on my website:

 www.abdullahkhanhashumanrights.simplesite.com

13 October 2018 Update

The pressure of the oppression has been getting to me recently, I lost my cool badly yesterday and today. It was wrong of me to lose my cool, no serious damage was done, nonetheless I will try my best to ensure that I don't lose my cool again.

It's hard though, every single day I get tortured mentally very frequently and threatened horrifically.

It was wrong of me to lose my cool but is it really that surprising? The group threaten to cut off my limbs, they threaten to blind me, they threaten to disfigure my face, they threaten to force me to have a sex change, they threaten to frame me and put me in prison, they threaten to sell me into a relationship, they threaten to seriously injure me, they go and tell thousands and thousands of people the rubbish theories that they have constructed that aren't substantiated by a single piece of real actual evidence.

It was wrong of me to lose my cool, but what the group have done is incomparably worse.

The group have recently threatened to forcefully commit me into a mental institution. They are purposefully tormenting me to provoke a reaction from me to get me in trouble.

The way the group do coded messages threatening to cut off my limbs is technically assault.

I would appreciate if you could like and share my page. If the group has contacted you please let me know. Thank you.

https://www.facebook.com/Abdullah-Khan-has-human-rights-430391800679249/

There is a detailed explanation of my situation on my website:

www.abdullahkhanhashumanrights.simplesite.com

3rd November Update

3rd November Update:

Two of the coded messages today indicated that there is a serious negative possibility that the group may be planning to send me to Turkey or Egypt, they may send me there after framing me for an unfair fixed trial, they may send me there to sell me into a forced relationship, they may even send me there to force me to have a sex change and then sell me into a forced relationship (they have certainly threatened to).

What the group are doing is the height of injustice and oppression. They know I never acted upon any of the bad writings. They don't have a single piece of real actual evidence for any of their theories hence they can't start a direct fair legal process in the UK (which I have the human right to). They are probably going to try to frame me.

Regardless of whether they answer for their criminal oppression and psychological torture of me in this life, they will have to answer in the next life with much more serious consequences.

I just want my basic human and legal rights to be respected. I have the human and legal right to a fair trial in the UK. I have the human right of innocent until proven guilty, I have the human right to private and family life.

The group may be planning to close in within the next few days and they may release video footage of me doing messed up stuff to myself while on drugs under the facade that it was criminals who recorded me, it was the UK government through the UK intelligence agencies.

6 November 2018 update

Lots of coded messages today as usual. Stressful.

The group may be seriously planning to attack me with criminals over the next few days. They have worked and communicated with many criminals, they have already tried to rob me twice in the past, even poisoning me once before the attempt.

The group may be planning to send me to Iran or Brunei for an unfair fixed trial or to force me to have a sex change and to force me into a relationship.

I may lose my cool occaisionally but it's not suprising considering the scope of the psychological torture against me. It's wrong of me to lose my cool, I will try my best not to lose my cool in the future, however what the group has done is incomparably worse.

Thoughts are not crimes. Bad writings which are not acted upon are not crimes. Nervous reactions (facial expressions and eye movements) are not crimes. Being paranoid is not a crime. The fact is that I'm innocent of the serious crimes that I have been accused of. The group are attempting to falsify evidence to change the facts - they have constructed their own narrative about me which is completely fabricated and is purely hateful suspicious speculation.

The group have truly tortured me mentally and threatened me horrifically. The group have seriously violated my human and legal rights. They have repeatedly threatened to seriously injure me horrifically. They have threatened to force me to have a sex change and they have tried repeatedly to sell me into a forced relationship to recover the cost of their process (£40 million). They have falsified evidence against me by constructing their own narrative about me and then framed me by assuming that my nervous reactions are a form of evidence (for their own narrative!). They have created a propaganda machine that has mislead thousands of people (including members of my immediate and extended family) into thinking that I'm guilty of serious crimes. They have tormented me with harsh bullying and taunts. They were monitoring me when I wrote the bad writings and they have been monitoring me since then, they know that I did not act upon those writings and yet they have told thousands of people that I did and they accuse me of lying when they are actually liars. Moreover, they saw me doing compulsions and self harming and they did not help me, and now they accuse me of lying. They have orchestrated a campaign of coded threatening accusatory messages that has tortured me mentally. They can't even go through the UK legal system and they claim that what they are doing is justice. What they are doing is injustice and oppression and framing. They are deeply prejudiced and unfair and unethical. Their whole process is pure hatred and is operating outside of the legal parameters which exist to prevent injustice. Some wealthy businessmen are involved the funding of the process and are trying to recover the money which they spent. Some large companies are also involved. The UK government is fully aware of who is involved. As I have described the group have clearly committed serious crimes in their "investigation" into me, they have even worked with and communicated with many criminals, twice attempting to rob me, and once poisoning me before the attempt.

I'm basically being scapegoated.

Not a single piece of real actual court worthy evidence - not a single crime scene, not a single victim, not a single drugs deal. The whole process is basically hateful suspicious speculation. And they're threatening to seriously injure me. For what? For some nervous reactions which they caused and purposefully misconstrued, for their own hatred. I'm basically being scapegoated.

10 pm 26th November 2016 Update:

I remembered something today, at least twice over the past 4 years (once written on paper and once on mobile) I have written in great detail about the problems I have faced in my life, I really wrote out a detailed description of all the problems I've faced and mistakes I've made, and I wrote many details that I have never talked to anybody about not even counsellors. The group were monitoring me when I wrote those writings (which is a huge privacy invasion) and they basically know very personal details about my life from those writings and have done several coded messages indicating that they read those writings. Had I known the group were monitoring me back then I would have done so many things differently, but I had no idea, hence they have a lot of footage of me doing and saying bad stuff to myself while on drugs, and also saying bad stuff to people while on drugs. What I'm trying to explain is that I wrote out all of the problems I've faced and mistakes that I've made in detail - and in the whole writings there was not a single mention or reference to a serious crime but there was a lot of messed up stuff. My life has been a little bit messed up.

But the group don't care about the truth or the facts or justice or human rights or the legal system. They can't even start a direct fair legal process in the UK. Their whole process is purely hateful suspicious speculation. What they've done to me is literally the height of psychological torture and privacy invasion.

And yet, life goes on.

I have not committed serious crimes

The group have been monitoring me since 2015, they probably watched me write the very bad writings at the end of 2014, and I had no idea at the time. In all the time since then (and in my whole life) I have not committed serious crimes and they should have realised that by now however their process is purely hateful suspicious speculation and unjust incrimination. How is it possible that a serious criminal would go 4 whole years without committing a serious crime? None of the accusations against me make any logical sense and yet I'm being assumed guilty

I deeply regret the very bad writings

I deeply regret taking drugs and saying very bad things to people and to myself.

I've been seriously misunderstood.

I'm really struggling in some ways. I'm worried that they are planning to seriously injure me in the short term or long term, they have repeatedly threatened to. There is a colossal amount of hatred towards me and that hatred is coordinated and dangerous to me.

The UK government and Indian government is responsible for the process against me.

Serious Negative Possibilities

Serious Negative Possibilities

The group may try to seriously injure or kill me. The group may arrange to make it look like it was an accident or that it was done by criminals or that it was due to infection/illness (caused by them poisoning me). The group may even try to make it look like it was because of my facebook page. Basically they may arrange to make it look like it was an external problem that didn't involve them, please realise that it was the group.

There are many ways that the group may try to seriously injure me. The group may try to cut off my arms or legs. At one stage they were threatening to cut off both my arms. More recently they were threatening to cut off one of my arms at the elbow. They may try to cut off one or both my legs below or above the knee. They may try to cut off my testicles or penis. They may try cut off my hands or fingers. They may try to cut off my feet or toes. They may try to blind and/or deafen me. They have recently threatened to blind me. They may try to burn my face off with acid or something. They may try to drill holes in my hands or feet or knees. Basically, they may try to seriously injure me in some way.

The group may wait for many years (perhaps even for over 2 decades) before they try to seriously injure me.

The group may try to poison me so that I get seriously injured, it may appear to look like a physical illness such as meningitis or stomach problems or heart problems or multiple sclerosis or kidney problems or urinary tract infection or cancer or prostate problems some form of illness, remember the group have funded their so called "investigation" with over £40 million so they definitely have access to advanced poisons, the group primarily are the UK and Indian intelligence agencies. The group may try to poison me to cause kidney disease or kidney failure.

The group may be in the process of attempting to frame me by planting evidence which is of course completely unjust and illegal and wrong. They have had operatives working in my home since 2015, they have my DNA, fingerprints and hair and more. They may put drugs somewhere and say that I put them there.

The group may try to send me away somewhere for an unfair fixed trial and then put me in prison and/or seriously injure me.The group may try to send me away somewhere for an unfair fixed trial and then execute me (possibly by hanging).

The group may try to force me to have a sex change and then sell me into a forced relationship

The group may try to sell me into a forced relationship with an older woman

The group may try to claim that I have serious mental health problems and force me to stay in a mental health institution whereas in reality I have my OCD under control now and I no longer self harm.

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Specific serious negative possibilities (based on coded messages and indicators):

I have noticed indicators that suggest that the group have been planning to seriously injure me. They may try to cut off one my hands at the wrist or one of my arms at the elbow or both my arms at the shoulders.

They may try to cut off one or both of my legs at the knee or above the knee.

They may try to cut off all my limbs

They may try to seriously injure me to put me in a wheelchair.

They may try to blind and/or deafen me.

They may try to cut off my testicles and/or my penis.

They may try to break my spine.

They may arrange to make it look like it was accident or that it was done by criminals or that I had an illness or infection

They may wait for many years before they try to seriously injure me, they may even wait for over 2 decades.

The group have clearly threatened to cut off one of my limbs and to cut off my penis. At one stage the group were threatening to cut off both of my arms at the shoulders and they may still be planning to do that.

The group may try to seriously injure me and they may arrange to make it look like an accident: car accident, slip, fall, door. They may wait for many years before they try to seriously injure me, they may even wait for over 2 decades.

The group may try to seriously injure me and they may arrange to make it look like it was done by criminals: local criminals, foriegn criminals. They may wait for many years before they try to seriously injure me, they may even wait for over 2 decades.

The group may try to send me somewhere for up to 40 years to join the army there, then afterwards the group may try to blind me or seriously injure me. Countries the group may force me to join the army in: Norway, Spain, Poland, Pakistan, Morocco.

The group may try to put me under house arrest for a long time somewhere. They may try to do that by saying that there are some criminals who have a problem with me or by threatening me with the 2015 problems.

The group may send me away to a foreign country to pick rubbish off the streets or to clean toilets, I'm not criticising that honest work, I'm merely implying that it would be wrong to force me to do those jobs.

The group may try to frame me by planting evidence (drugs or fingerprints) and then put me in prison for 30 or 40 years or over 50 years. The group have my fingerprints and DNA from operatives working in my home since 2016 at least (probably since December 2014) , and from when I got arrested in Durham for drunk and disorderly. They may try to send me to a foreign prison after an unfair fixed trial in a foreign country. The group may try to seriously injure me before they try to put me in prison.

Regions which the group may try to send me away to (based on indicators): Middle East, Africa, Far East. Europe. USA.

The group may try to cut off my balls or my penis. The group may try to cut off the tip of my penis. They may arrange to try to make it look like an accident or that it was done by criminals or that it was due to illness or infection. They may wait for many years, perhaps even over 2 decades.

I'm deeply concerned that the group have been planning to blackmail me with the bad 2015 problems: the hotel room recording, the things I said to people while I was on drugs, they may have recordings of me doing bad things to myself in my home while on drugs. The group may arrange to make it look like the TV in the hotel room had an audio recording device and then somebody somehow found the recording, perhaps the hotel sold the TV.

I'm seriously concerned that over the coming weeks and months the group are going to release the hotel room recording. I said some insanely disgustingly perverted things while I was on drugs in that hotel room and I'm deeply ashamed of what I said. I had severe PRD and a drugs problem. I developed a severe PRD problem because of messed up types of pornography, I shouldn't have watched that pornography but I didn't put it on the internet. What I said back then in the hotel room in December of 2015 does not represent me as a person. Nonetheless, I am utterly ashamed of what I said and did while I was by myself in that hotel room. Shortly after leaving the hotel room I became suicidal and I got sectioned, therefore the things that I said in the hotel room do not represent me as a person, I was seriously mentally unwell at the time. I had just left a mental health facility a week and a half earlier. The group have video footage of me doing bad things to myself in 2015 - they may try to release the video footage with the pretense that some criminals had the video footage somehow.

The group may try to send me away to a rural village somewhere (after saying that there are some criminals who have a problem with me or saying that the problems that happened in 2015 leave me in a vulnerable position).

The group may try to cut off some of my fingers. They may wait for many years, perhaps even over 2 decades.

The group may try to attack me with criminals who would try to seriously injure me.

The group may try to cut off one or more of my limbs. They may wait for over 2 decades before trying to do that.

The group may try to blind one or both of my eyes. They may wait for over 2 decades before trying to do that.

They may try to burn off my face with acid or something. They may wait for over 2 decades before trying to do that.

They may try to infect me with an illness such as a stomach illness or a kidney problem or leprosy. They may try to infect me with an illness such as a colon illness.

The group may try to send me to Saudi Arabia or Brunei or Malaysia or Indonesia or Nigeria for an unfair fixed trial and harsh unjust unfair punishment (put me in prison and/or seriously injure me)

The group may try to send me to Nigeria and then execute me.

The group may be planning to send me away to a foreign country for an unfair fixed trial and a harsh punishment. They may send me to Saudi Arabia or Nigeria or Malaysia or Brunei or Egypt. They may try to execute me or cut off my limbs.

They may try to cut off one of my arms above the elbow and one of my arms below the elbow. They may try to cut off one of my legs. They may try to paralyse me. They may try to cut off 3 or 4 of my limbs during my lifetime.

The group have accused me of hiding drugs in my teeth which is completely false, I move my teeth when I'm stressed out sometimes and they misinterpreted that as usual, the group may try and injure my teeth to remove them.

The group may try to injure my feet or toes.

The group may try to disfigure my face, possibly by an acid attack or by cutting off my nose or by some other way.

The group may try to cut off my tongue.

The group may try to send me away to a country with Sharia law and then harshly punish me (perhaps by lashings) for what happened in 2015 or after framing me. This would be completely unjust since I was in the UK in 2015 and if I had been in a country with Sharia law I would not have taken drugs and therefore I would not have said bad things to people and I would not have done bad things to myself.

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Angles that the group may try to threaten me with:

External problems

Criminal angle

Accident

2015 problems - bad video footage

Target my twin brother

Infection/ poison

Frame

Forced confession possibility

The group have tortured me mentally and threatened me horrifically -  they may be trying to get a forced confession from me which is of course completely unfair and unethical. I cannot confess to crimes that I have not committed.

The group are attempting to falsify evidence to change the facts

Thoughts are not crimes.
Bad writings which are not acted upon are not crimes.
Nervous reactions (facial expressions and eye movements) are not crimes.
Being paranoid is not a crime.

The fact is that I'm innocent of the serious crimes that I have been accused of. The group are attempting to falsify evidence to change the facts - they have constructed their own narrative about me which is completely fabricated and is purely hateful suspicious speculation.

My human and legal rights have been seriously violated

The group have truly tortured me mentally and threatened me horrifically. The group have seriously violated my human and legal rights. They have repeatedly threatened to seriously injure me horrifically. They have threatened to force me to have a sex change and they have tried repeatedly to sell me into a forced relationship to recover the cost of their process (£40 million). They have falsified evidence against me by constructing their own narrative about me and then framed me by assuming that my nervous reactions are a form of evidence (for their own narrative!). They have created a propaganda machine that has mislead thousands of people (including members of my immediate and extended family) into thinking that I'm guilty of serious crimes. They have tormented me with harsh bullying and taunts. They were monitoring me when I wrote the bad writings and they have been monitoring me since then, they know that I did not act upon those writings and yet they have told thousands of people that I did and they accuse me of lying when they are actually liars. Moreover, they saw me doing compulsions and self harming and they did not help me, and now they accuse me of lying. They have orchestrated a campaign of coded threatening accusatory messages that has tortured me mentally. They can't even go through the UK legal system and they claim that what they are doing is justice. What they are doing is injustice and oppression and framing. They are deeply prejudiced and unfair and unethical. Their whole process is pure hatred and is operating outside of the legal parameters which exist to prevent injustice. Some wealthy businessmen are involved the funding of the process and are trying to recover the money which they spent. Some large companies are also involved. The UK government is fully aware of who is involved. As I have described the group have clearly committed serious crimes in their "investigation" into me, they have even worked with and communicated with many criminals, twice attempting to rob me, and once poisoning me before the attempt.

Thoughts are not crimes. Bad writings which are not acted upon are not crimes. Nervous reactions (facial expressions and eye movements) are not crimes.

The fact is that I'm innocent of the serious crimes that I have been accused of.

change.org petition

I have started a petition on change.org to raise awareness about the human rights violations against me and to get them rectified. Please sign the petition, it just takes a minute. Thank you.

https://www.change.org/p/united-respect-abdullah-khan-s-human-and-legal-rights

Mental health institution concern

The group may try to claim that I have serious mental health problems and force me to stay in a mental health institution whereas in reality I have my OCD under control now and I no longer self harm.

How to frame an innocent man

The group could make anyone look guilty in a couple of steps:

1) Find an innocent man with pre existing severe mental illness

2) Torture him psychologically so his mental illness gets worse until he loses his sanity.

3) Because of his bad thoughts and insanity and nervous reactions accuse him of being a serious criminal.

4) Tell many people about his bad thoughts to get them to hate him.

5) Punish him for mental illness.